i Love you...

2006-12-12T21:30:00.000+08:00

5 more days to Hm6...
Be stirred. Be passionate. Be enlarged. Be inspired.
^shalom^

2006-09-11T01:26:00.000+08:00

In times of uncertains
In times of chaos
when all things that surrounds me change
and i dun understand at all.
one thing i hold on to
Your love for me.

*ALL things will work out together for good to them that love God*
*Your grace is sufficient for me, for Your strength is make PERfect in weakness*

in and out of ourself
we can never make things perfect
when facing something disappointing, failures or some imperfection..
we cry, we sit one corner, we isolate, we dun wan to let ppl know that we r such weak creatures, we strive to make things nicely before we come to the Light, or even our beliefs waiver.

recently, my life was like 'duh...huh...eh...ar??' yeah...i felt so tired...so lost...so confused....alot of self effort involve, alot of self centeredness...and i just couldn't believe that my life is beautiful...ya just cant!! i forgot the reason why i'm serving, i forgot that it was never me that could have bring me so far, i forgot to rest in Him, i forgot what are His promises, i forgot that it's never about me, i forgot that my life is not mine, i forgot the first love, i forgot about Him....
but all this while He is saying ' come nat, come to Me....'

Before the world began
You were on His mind
And every tear you cry
Is precious in His eyes
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Nothing you can do
Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done
Could make Him close the door
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Come to the Father
Though your gift is small
Broken hearts, broken lives
He will take them all
The power of the Word
The power of His blood
Everything was done
So you would come

Daddy really loves nat...really really loves nat....
yup...this journey....i'm not alone...
counting joy thru all these...counting His blessings...
His love is all i need...
what is so great in this life?? to be loved by HIm.

thank You Lord that my life is beautiful. and my paths can only get brighter and brighter. Nothing i can do to make You love me more and nothing i've done can make You close the doors. Daddy i'm thankful that i have You, really really thankful. thank You for Your perfect gift from above. and Jesus i know You did not regret suffering on the cross for me. really grateful. thank You for loving for who i am. thank You that You are a lavish giver, a merciful God. my life is Yours and take and use it. i'm Your vessel. called to do Your things. and Daddy i believe and i will wait on...You know the best for me!and acceleration to completion to what You have placed in my heart. thank You Lord. Thank You Lord for loving me. i love You. in Jesus name, amen!
always Your joyous.....

2006-08-02T23:52:00.000+08:00

Tada** my new blogskin.....super nice isnt it....got the snowy flakes, starry starry and bubbles...so awesome...all my faves...heh heh....all thanks to anthony(thanks bro!) plus my selection, suggestions and contributions....praise God!!^^ wondeful creation by DaddyGod...
went out with lauren today!! our first date....it was super awesome....the company and the shopping!! yeah! bugis is awesome...alot alot of things....heh heh...and then we went to eat at this yong tau hu stall.....nice food!! coolz.....got to know each other better....awesome!!^^

then went to see my beloved est.....miss her mahz...so happy to have seen her...^^ thanks to loyal too! ありがとう!
yup...had an awesome day coz i have an awesome Dad...totally blessed by DaddyGod!^^
**visit kelvin nah's blog...his blog song super nice....when i first got in and heard the song..i felt really peaceful kind...yeah! 'u set me free'....coach angie sang before...aww....
yeah...super tired now...
^shalom^

2006-07-29T22:21:00.000+08:00

came back from DARE meeting not long ago....it was another awesome time spent! alot of practical study tibs and what God wants for u in ur studies....He wants u to succeed and also to enjoy the season of being a student...like most of us or maybe just me ya.....hate to study..super lazy...dunnoe what we study for.....yup....but who dun wan to do well and to glorify DaddyGod?! yah lohz....no one wants to be a loser....and u are not!! yeah! so ask...ask Daddy to give u the desire to love and enjoy school....refresh u wnenever u feel like sleeping in lectures...give u the wisdom....and u have the mind like Jesus...so blessed know...and whatever u touch is gonna be propserous know....so touch ur books, ur lectures notes....knowing that they are going to be prosperous why not??!! heh heh...coolz!! i like what pastor dan shared about joshua(joshua 1) about Dad asking joshua to bring the ppl over the jordan into the promise land which moses didnt coz he saw differently from joshua....joshua saw giants as food but moses giants as giants lo...hahahah~ anyway, joshua didnt obey straight away....DaddyGod had to tell Him 3 times "be strong and be of a good courage" and then he went....he saw himself as spy and not someone to deliver the ppl....sometimes we think that we r not good at this not good at that....then afraid to do them.....but it is where Dad's grace works best man......it's His ability to bring u thru ur inability...amen!! coolz....and what more...u think He will leave u there once u reach the promise land....no no! For the Lord thy God is with u wherever u go! He will bring what He started into completion....not leave u half way thru and u zhi shen zhi mian lah!! Praise God!! so much comfort right....ok....at least i am...wahaahaaahah~ yeah coolz...then we had food after that...saw many friends.....really appreciate jaclyn(is the spelling right?hmmm) really enjoyed talking to her....hmm...just feel comfortable with her even though it was our first time talking....hahahah~ coolz....alot of ppl lahz!! heh....
it's been a long time since i blogged....went thru abit.....like 'dry' season early this month...uncertain about what's going on...feel that i cannot do this cannot do that...feel very small.....yah lohz....like what am i to do something great!! something like that....and at first i really didnt want to admit that i am having my 'dry' season....felt kinda not right kind....but really really so thankful...Daddy is so so faithful! talked to Him and eventually got my replied...it was awesome....shared with aiwei dear....coolz!! it's really a time to be vulnerable and trust Him know...to be real with Him...admit that u cant do it but He can....He really can!!
yup then coolz....campus was awesome....woohoo~ really really for me and only me kind....loved...
yeah....n experiencing alot of favour.....serving in campus *is cooking* and my fri group choir ppl....love them...(this is another testimony) and my cough....healed healed! praise God!^^
and our sim first women's meeting at gelare!! finally released what's on my heart....but more to come ya.....love u all women of DaddyGod....
and praise and worship night!! woohoo~ standing first row was kinda coolz...super loud speakers and cannot take off heels and super close view to pastor prince(3 times.....awww....he's so coolz....love...) and the congregation!! woo~ yupp....all are awesome.....
i am super awesomely wonderfully blessed loved restored secured wise joyous coolz favoured!!^^
*esther dear* u r my one and only one esther dear.....no one can replace u....we have grown alot and really seeing each other soaring like eagles.....yup...really really thank God for this eternal friendship....so much grace ya...u know lahz ya....me and my imperfections..in and out of myself...hahahahah~ yup...and now i only wan this friendship to be brought into much greater heights...refresh what we used to do or renew coolz things ya....i love u and i know u love me....we date soon k!!^^ mmmuackz!!
*ashley* himechan dear....our divine friendship...so awesome...Daddy has grace us thru alot ya...be so real and really love the real-ness....encouraging and pointing each other to Christ....yup...so much more to come!! cant wait for our first HM together....and we did alot of first time things together rem?! used to count them....heh heh...yeah! u've been such a sweetness in my life....thanks dear!^^ **hearts connected** haahaha~ i love u....mmmuackz!^^
*aiwei* it seems like u have see thru my heart and i have see thru urs....whaahahha~ thanks dear for being there for me....u're awesome!! things are cooking in our friendship ya!! praise God!! i love u...-hugs-
*all the dearest* amanda silly, charissa, grace, nikki pilly, ber.....mmmmmmmmmuackz
*loyal* a loser for DaddyGod....he loves it..hahahaha~ but a winner in Christ Jesus....really believe that u are called to do great things!!^^
*edmund* u've been a great brother to me!! thanks......
*all who is reading......thanks for reading...heh heh...love u guys too*
what is natalie without all of u being placed by DaddyGod in my life??^^
^shalom^

2006-06-29T13:37:00.000+08:00

i was looking thru the photos in my pc....and tada* found the BenGen camp photos!! woohoo~ really miss the fun we had that time...the divine friendships that were made.....the games...MOonstone!!....the praise and worship....yeah...just cant wait for HM6!!!^^ (many told me that bengen was only a glimpse of HM man....so coolz..) anyway, here are a few of the many photos we took....some unglam lahz...heh heh....
the girls were having fun....can see who r the ones?? heh....i still have all the crazy videos know....heh heh....

and the Japanese theme night!! these guys r so not gentle....

women cant seem to stop....heh.....in the ladies....every chance to take photos....yeah...miss the toilets too.....wahahhahaah~

the place we always had our meals....it was really coolz....alot of food.....and teh terik!!^^

my bengen group!! we r the best!! full of coolz ppl....anointed ones.....^^ moonstone!!

more then a year already....some things have changed......but the things that were given by Him will not be taken away....amen!!.....the divine friendships, the revelations, the seeds sown, the fun we had together, the love and presence of Daddy.....and yes we have all grown and still growing in Him yeah......we can only be so so thankful and in awe for what He has given and blessed us with^^ coolz....He is blessed to see us blessed...awww....love You Daddy!! and u guys too....heh....HM6 i'm coming!!! enjoy enjoy......life is long....we r to live to eternity....yeah!!
Ecclesiastes3:14 I know that whatever God does, it shall be forever. Nothing can be added to it, and nothing taken from it.
everything beautiful in its time^^
^shalom^

2006-06-17T00:22:00.000+08:00

Lack of sleep and rest......feeling quite weak now man....but england won!! hallelujah!! watch until quite kan jong......heh....the goals were scored during late 2nd half..and crouch!!! really eh...but he scored!! praise God! gerard power also!! woohoo~ thank You Daddy for the wonderful shalom blessed sleep later....
yeah! examz' over! it's good....enjoyed the process.....slow but sure victory...heh...and thanks to all who prayed for me and gave me encouragement....really thank Daddy for all of u^^
rreally tired...ZZZzzz...shall sleep le...tmr's worship is awesome!^^
Thank You Lord that You are my Lord....just that alone comforts me...the Lord that cares, the Lord that truely loves me, the Lord that is Lord above all lords and still wants to be with me....Thank You Lord^^
^Shalom^

2006-06-10T22:44:00.000+08:00

At the Cross
Oh Lord You've searched me, You know my way
Even when i fail You, I know You love me

Your holy presence, surrounding me
In every season, I know You love me
I know You love me

At the cross i bow my knee
Where Your blood was shed for me
There's no greater love than this
You have overcome the grave
Your glory fills the highest place
What can separate me now

You go before me, You shield my way
Your hand upholds me, I know You love me

You tore the veil, You made a way
When You said that "it is done"

And when the earth fades, falls from my eyes
And You stand before me, I know You love me
i know You love me

this was one of the songs we sang during the rehearsal with darlene...and the screen was playing the 'Passion of Christ' video....it was really ministering and reminded me when i first read psalms 139.....how Daddy has known u before u were born....faithfully recouncilling us to Him...and thru the death and resurrection of Christ we have eternal relationship with Daddy...that is something we cannot earn....only by Grace - undeserved favour....and now nothing can separate us from Him(romans 8:38)....yup.....lovely......and darlene is coolz......her heart for people and for God...woohoo~ it's gonna be so coolz tmr!!^^
it's been a long awesomely wonderful day......went airport to send our beloved loyal jester(should have settled down by now.....we miss you!) then the music ministry workshop and rehearsal(the massage was timely and coolz...really blessed me alot) then to campus and cluster dinner!!^^ the presence of God was awesome....even now(practising the songs and memorising lyrics for tmr!)....DaddyGod is really so so good....in His presence there is always so so much of His goodness His mercy His love.....cannot explain but u just feel comforted and good about everything.....yeah....お父さんありがと....how great is our God!^^
enjoying.......
^shalom^

2006-06-06T22:49:00.000+08:00

i have been witnessing Daddy's goodness and still witnessing.....Daddy is good to His beloveds....heard many good news....really excited for them and for myself too....joyous joyous joyous!!^^
yup....one more paper to go!!14th june.....woohoo~ and i'm going 3rd year in august/sept...it's really fast.....i'm going to the workforce soon.....well it's a different season....many ppl have talked to me about it too....about what i want to be, what kind of jobs i interested in....really coolz...so much guidance already...praise God!!^^ but i shall think about what subjects i want to take next year first....heh...
i can never imagine how much Daddy loves me.......
knowing more that i'm loved by Him, knowing that it's His favour that has brought me to where i am now, knowing more of His goodness, His mercy, His heart....i'm really thankful...

James 1:17 Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and cometh down from the Father of lights, with whom is no variableness, neither shadow of turning.

everything is a gift from Him....everything good and perfect^^
thank You.....
^shalom^

2006-05-14T20:37:00.000+08:00

a BIG thanks to all of u who celebrated my birthday for me.....
especially to: my family and Daddy's kingdom friends
yeah....thanks for coach and lynne who prayed for me....and protecting me!!! hhahaahahah~ so guys...watch out!! heh.....
yup......i've enjoyed and very blessed^^
thanks to ALL again....
^shalom^

2006-05-12T11:29:00.000+08:00

21 years ago....
a beautiful baby was born, fearfully and wonderfully created by our Heavenly Daddy's own hands...^^
life before Him coming into her life was a mess.....a life that was so tired to live on.....a life of her own.......no one to cry to......no one to really lean on....no one told her how beautiful she really is.....no one told her how much she is really loved.....
she heard about Christians.....she heard about God.....and she thought 'isn't this just another religion?'......nevertheless, Daddy is faithful..always so faithful....found many ways to reconcil her to Him......and yes....she recieved Christ!! joined New Creation Church(it's the best church forever!) well things didnt go too well as she kept following her sister.....in her comfort zone.....and she wanted to get out....to be someone He has called her to be and not just a passer-by or just a face in millions of ppl....so it doesnt end there......things can only increase with Daddy...amen!
Daddy's campus ministry of NCC found her......it was life changing....so much favour....so so much....the walk with Daddy was awesome and still is awesome....found her divine friends....really love them alot.....Daddy uses campus...and it has really taught her alot and still is.....friends ard are really for a purpose in her life....yes u are!! no doubt!^^ then more to come.....music ministry.....she loves.....totally loves it!! recieved alot from motherly wendy....^^
now Her life is changed and still changing for the best.....to be a woman He has called her to be......all to His glory...amen!^^ believed that she is born for purpose, believed that she is loved by a faithful Dad.....so blessed so so blessed!!
yeah....clap clap clap.....^^
really thank God....He has teach me alot....that no one can teach.....more to come Dad...^^ though things may not go smoothly in the process....there might be trials or tribulations....but HE promised He will see us through....He will....when i looked back...He has graced me thru so much things....i believed He did in your life too.....^^
we have a tender-mercy, loving kindness Dad....yeah....
finally....thanks for everyone.....every single one of u.....to be part of my life.....and my family especially......21 years already.....wahahahhhahah~ yup....so much to say....but it's like i'm still in awe....hahahahah~ the next many 21 years will be much more fruitful......amen!! and all prayers and desires shall come to pass....only believe!
yup...see ya.....
^shalom^
.secured.gracious.loved.wise.

2006-05-03T10:54:00.000+08:00

Exam Timetable 2006
9th May Tuesday - Principles of Accounting
31st May Wednesday - Marketing
1st June Thursday - Law of Business Organisations
14th June Wednesday - Management: International & Comparative Perspectives

^^
*shalom*

2006-04-27T00:02:00.000+08:00

examz nearing!!! cant imagine me going into the exam hall......got so much to study man......Daddy!!! help.....
anyway, my computer is down.....waiting patiently for my sister to get it fix....as i dunnoe anything about computers....yup.....so u will hardly see me online this few weeks maybe....been weeks already i guess....life still goes on.....heh....
i feel like screaming out loud and things just seems to be so messy.......but coolz.....
.sit easy.
everything can only turn out to be extremely good.....
amen!!heh...see ya guys....blessed week!!! enjoy Daddy......new every morning!!
natalie joyous signing off....see ya.....^^
^shalom^
.focusing.grace grace.

2006-03-12T22:12:00.000+08:00

hey hey^^ how's everyone??^^
i still have another mock paper to go....ICP!!! so far so good.....well...it's only mock mahz!!heh....but i really thank Daddy for mock papers....if not i dunno when i will start revising know...yup.....hahahahaha~ yup....everything is in His hand....let's sing.....into Your hands, i commit again with all i am i'll trust in u.......You hold my world in the palms of Your hands....yes...He has the control....He has the final say......'My child, ur life is beautiful' and we just stand in awe of Him^^
Pastor joshua preached about contentment today.....('what is contentment to me?'.....thinking.....) i somehow linked it with 'appreciation'.....it's like when u dun appreciate the things u have u will not be content with the things u have....like u might have an ipod....u might be contented or happy once when u first got it....and then slowly it became like a 'take it for granted' stuff....u dun appreciate it....how it stores ur sermons and songs....wahahaaahahha~ yup....then sometimes u put it aside....n forgot how it came by...and then u start seeing other things.....hmmm....yah......something like that.....hahhaahha~

in greek contentment = autarkeia (ow-tar'-ki-ah), it means: satisfaction, that is, (abstractly) contentedness, or (concretely) a competence: - contentment, sufficiency.

and i found this verses( using sufficiency )

2Cor 3:5 Not that we are sufficient of ourselves to think any thing as of ourselves; but our sufficiency is of God

2Cor 9:8 And God is able to make all grace abound toward you; that ye, always having all sufficiency(same greek word with contentment) in all things, may abound to every good work

so coolz......really know.....His grace is sufficient and He is making all grace abound towards u.....and our sufficient is of Daddy....who never leave us nor forsake us....and will freely give us ALL things......and it's exceedingly abundantly above all things....hallelujah!! soo coolz......only He can satisfy.....
yup yup.....that's all beloved!!^^
shall see u guys ard......

(just for fun and laugh if u want^^)
The Vanity Test
Your vanity score : 44.4%
You love looking attractive but you are not narcissistic. You seek beauty as a form of self-improvement rather than perfection - because you understand that nobody looks picture-perfect all the time(especially when they get up in the morning). You're smart about what's realistic and what's not. And you've learnt to strike the perfect balance between the two.

.contented.
^shalom^

2006-02-15T01:42:00.000+08:00

Blessed valentine's day!!!^^
had a wonderful time with my beloved princesses and princes....most importantly, His presence was so awesome....the friends He has blessed me......the precious women ard me.....praise God!! so loved by DaddyGod....and all of u.....-hugs-
Daddy even sent a 6 yrs young david to talk to us while we were eating at the playground.....whahahahah~ the man after God's heart....and he told us about his brother john....the disciple whom Jesus loved.....the childlike faith we saw....heh...He never fail to suprise ya.....hahahahah- coolz...and sisters....thanks for the presents, presence and smses....brothers...thanks for the flowers and chocolates.....^^
-3 cheers for Daddy- yeah......

.having the capacity like Jesus to love.overflowing.
.holding onto the words He's speaking.personally.
.cant live without Him.truely.

This is my commandment, That ye love one another, as I have loved you. Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends.
(John 15:12-13)

^shalom^

2006-02-02T18:10:00.000+08:00

How to get to Natalie's palace
- PIE exit to woodlands, bukit timah, etc
- AYE exit to clementi....there's an exit to clementi rd(nus) which also leads to my house know...
- wonder how many express ways are there??!!!and the exits.....heh.....
praise God!!there's only one way to Him.....Jesus!!! Jesus is the express way to Joy, to eternal life, to shalom, to agape love, to grace, to every best things, to the bright future, to Hope.......amen amen!! JCE!!!^^
it's feb already....super fast right....hahahaahahaha~ cg tmr, campus on sat, sunday serving....wooo....^^ come expecting....come to draw as much as u can....to the brim or even to the overflowing....amen!!!He wants to impact u....to shower u with His glory, with His favour, with His love.....amen!!
.secured.safe.sound.satisfied.saw-kal'.
^shalom^

2006-01-16T23:26:00.000+08:00

Daddy never fail to surprise me ^_^
but He has never been surprised by me n never will He - He is the author of my life.

For some of you, the journey has been long. Very long and stormy. Some of you have shouldered burdens that few of us could ever carry. You have bid farewell to life-long partners. You have gave up your life-long dreams. You have bills that outnumber the paychecks and challenges that outweigh the strenght.
And you are tired.
It's hard for you to see the city in the midst of the storms. The desire to pull over to the side of the road and get out entices you. You want to go on, but some days the road seems so long.
God never said that the journey would be easy, but He did say that the arrival would be worthwhile.
Mocha with max - max lucado

Remember this: Daddy will do and give what is best for you. Trust Him. He will get you home. And the trials of the trip will be lost in the joys of the feast. All the glory to Him - the Alpha and the Omega. cheers!

^shalom^

2006-01-07T22:10:00.000+08:00

7th day of 2006......perfect day^^
i didnt have a good sleep yesterday...maybe becoz i slept too late den ended up with 'sleeping disorder'...hahahaah~ but coolz....i managed to finish one of my assignments this afternoon....praise Daddy!! a few more to go.....^_^ went out with my dearest mum to chinatown.....ppl mountain ppl sea.....thank god it's a cooling day.....
cg was great yesterday....really thank God for coach....he has been such a great blessing to me....never give up on me and always see the christ in me....yup...just so glad.....
i've got so much to expect for this year.......the leadership programme, open doors to serve him more, promises that r going to be fulfilled, being led by the spirit everyday every hour every min/sec......so excited......yup.....Daddy is good!!all i'm gonna do is to rest in His word and see the manifestations.......
if your year didnt start off too well.....dun be convinced that it's gonna be bad for the rest of the yr k....it's only the 7th day.....everything will turn out for good to those who love Him....amen!!expect Him to turn it over a 360 degree turn....it will be soo good that u will stand in awe of His glory......Daddy will give u more then u ask.....He is a God of abundance....amen!!
Daddy....thank You for this brand new year...and much more brand new blessings that r gonna come....Daddy guard my heart and prepare my heart at the same time....to be the woman u've called me to be....let the fruits of the spirit be manifested in my life.....Daddy i just want to dwell in Your presence every day....let my heart be refreshed and be at rest....with everything i give thanks.....in jesus name amen!!!
ashley, grace, banana......i really so blessed to have know all of u...more of each of u actually....cheers to our divine friendships.....-hugs- love ya.....
my dearest est......i know u love me.....^_^
all of u have been placed in my life for purpose.....and i thank u for impacting my life one way or another......nv regret knowing all of u.......kingdom of friendships......let us just encourage each other and point each other to the finished work Jesus did^_^
The gift that Daddy has given is irrevocable....the gift of NO COMDEMNATION.....let no one say it is not true.....
^shalom shalom^

2005-12-13T20:58:00.000+08:00

for the past few weeks.....Daddy has been revealing more and more of Him and His love for me....praise God!!let it be everyday Daddy....amen! ^_^ anyway, let me share about what He had brought me thru'(He is always with me, in me and for me).....last mth nov...i think it was the 2nd week or 3rd week(not too sure...maybe it's dec...)....i felt really stress and dry.....assignments to be handed in and tests.....yup...everyone seems to have alot of time to do their stuffs, everyone handed in their assignments.....i'm the last....( act not true, coz some of them didnt come for tests nor did assignments....hahaha~) and worst i had to skipped class to work....coz' my boss going overseas....yah...so my mind was like ' aww man i have to skip class today....must have missed alot of notes...will have catch up.....and my assignments...overdued....!!!! (and other bad thoughts....)'......i had many decisions to make also....my schedule seems to be in a mess kind lahz.....yup.....i felt that i got so much to handle......yup....then one night i just lay aside everything.....and lied on my bed.....prayed in tongues....and cried.....not because of what's in my hands....but because i'm in His hands.....yup...and revelation after revelation.....i had alway tot that i'm the only pillar holding on to the building(alone with heavy burdens).....but He said in the bible....His yoke is light and easy....so my life shouldn't be like that....He gave His life for me to have abundance of life!!.....so yup....i began to realised there r other pillars holding onto the building too....pillars built by Him know...like friendships and family that support me.....ministry.....church...and caregroups that cares....wahahahaah~ yup....everything i dun deserve He gave.....and with ephesians 2:12-14....wooohoo~ so much comfort from my Comforter....He nv give up on me....amen!!totally loved....yup....^_^ till now(and forever) i'm enjoying......
went to carol's house on sunday(11/12/05) for bbq.....she has 2 dogs....ginger and snowey......so cute lahz......totally love them.....kawaiii....wahahaha~ had a great time eating bbq food(thanks to all the bbqers).....playing tennis (act is picking up balls).....and thanks to dunstan for his unsuccessful plan.....wahahhhahha~ yup.....great day!!thanks to everyone there.....^_^
my dearest esther has been away for 3 days.....must be having a great time shopping...^_^ miss her.....
choir prac tmr!! going to sing love's come down.....Daddy anoint my voice.....and brain too...to rem the parts!!hahahah~ see u psalmists tmr!!!^_^
Daddy i pray that ur children will know Your heart for them....and Daddy You will bless them with so much.....revelations that fall afresh on them....break throughs You will bring them out...and when they need a miracle, a miracle You will give.....hallelujah!! Jesus paid it all....procalim His love, His finished work.....He did it for u, just for u....His love nv fails...thank You Daddy...in jesus name amen amen!!
Thank You Daddy for preparing me...lead me and guide me to become the woman You have called me to be....praise god! and to be a yakit woman....Daddy i want more of You....revelations and more revelations....peace, wisdom, grace, favour be multiplied in my life....let nothing be placed above You....let not my heart be troubled neither let it be afraid....yes....and Your perfect love cast out ALL fears.....!!yup....with everything i give thanks....in jesus name...amen!!
^shaom^

2005-12-01T00:03:00.000+08:00

busy.........=)
^shalom^

2005-11-24T01:33:00.000+08:00

hello....just came back from choir prac and supper and fellowship....^_^ yup...hair still wet so tot of coming online to blog....suppose to study for tmr's marketing test lahz....hahaha~ anyway, i had many great weeks....last week went away for a trip with family and relatives....i took it as a break....though didnt sleep well...not use to sleeping outside.....need my bed....haha~ then sat went for campus....deacon daniel...woo....can see the anointing of association from pastor ya.....all eat corn from him...^_^ celebrated yesmin's belated bday after service....got my fave kang kong and stingray....yummy yummy....then met TP caregroup ppl....ended up only me, esther, john and andy fellowshipping....didnt talk to andy for quite some time....and ya i still didnt talk much to him on that day....coz he really shared alot......deep things......deep until i need to ask john about it the next day......^_^ it was really jesus-incident to meet andy.......he said out what i have prayed for.......or rather the answer to what i prayed.......tears filled my eyes but i controlled.......deep inside me was like 'ya that's wat i want....'.....the manifestation is not here YET....but soon...amen!!Daddy u r greater than all my weaknesses....u brought me here and i know u will bring me thru'....and u said my future is blessed.....i rest in ur truths lord and u'll do everything......amen!hallelujah!!arigato....
watched harry potter yesterday(tues).....missed abit of the first part....anyway, the movie was so-so....too rush i guess.....-_- quite sad for cedric diggory.....the voldemort quite yucks ya.....cho chang quite cute......the fleur looks like kirsten(the lead actress in spiderman)....viktor krum ok lohz.....i felt that emma watson(hermione) was a little arrogant in this movie...n she was always frowning.....or upset.....but still pretty lahz....haha~ daniel radcliffe(harry potter) is still as cute.... heehee~.....got muscles lehz.....^_^ rupert(ron weasley) still blur blur one.....hahaha~
going to sleep.....super ZZzzzzz.....see ya guys ard.....nightz!!
Daddy i thank u that charissa will be safe in ur hands during the flights n over at uk....u will cause so much favour upon her.....let her just shine in ur glory.....let her be the head and not the tail.......thank u daddy that u r always with her....everywhere she goes....no evil shall come near her nor her dwelling....and wisdom upon her to handle things.....and no matter what, she will give thanks unto u coz' u r the greatest.....amen!!
Daddy thank u for preparing him for me and preparing me for him.....that when we meet is 2 whole being coming together.....and u know when is the best , what is the best, who is the best....hallelujah!!thank u for loving us, guiding us,moulding us and giving us what we dun deserve.....let us just stand in awe in u......and with everything we give thanks.....amen!
Daddy thank u for the ppl ard me....bless them with revelations...fresh revelations.....and let ur love be afresh to them everyday......holy spirit guide tem into all truths......thank u lord that our relatiionships r blessed....and not a burden..for a burden is not given unto us from u....as u have said our yoke is light and easy....hallelujah!!bless us inside out bless us left right.... n u r blessed to see us blessed.....yes lord...thank u so much!!love ya.....amen!!
^shalom^

2005-11-03T22:50:00.000+08:00

selamat hari raya!!!^_^
my skin is peeling.......................................ouch!
wahahahhaha! but Daddy WILL renew my skin ya.....^_^
suppose to go sim lim with mum today....but ended up going to grandma's place....^_^ so glad to see grandma....she is so cute lohz....blur blur one....and Daddy u know u know......^_^ and stacy all the best for ur o'level maths paper k...then this aunt said i look like jamie yeo!! she said everytime she sees jamie yeo she will be reminded of me....hahahahha~ this is really nothing new....coz quite a number had said so....i can only smile and say Daddy has made me unique and special!!!hahahaha~ ^_^ yup....then met up with esther, george, bingzong and jj!!yup....really glad to see them....george as usual, laughed super loud and really so funny......and jj....dun be so stress!!!Daddy has blessed ur exams!!!He will show u what to study k....which He will do for me too....hahahahah~ rest in Him while studying....the battle belongs to the Lord....^_^ will be going to sim lim on the coming tues ba...hopefully...cant wait to get the ipod....and today....george showed us his lahz...so nice!!!too bad no video..if not can watch and eat at the same time......^_^
ok....see ya guys ard....having the nagaeb lesson tmr!!he started calling me 'Natalie JOYCE Tay' since last week.....keep calling lehz.....paiseh....and one thing i'm Natalie Joyous Tay....not Joyce....-_- quite funny lahz.....hahahaha~ well....Joyous bring Joy....^_^ hahaha~ yup.....see ya...blessed week ahead!! and it's Campus week!!!^_^
^shalom^

2005-11-01T15:55:00.000+08:00

Happy deepavali!!! a day blessed to spend with love ones......^_^ yup.....woke up late...so shiok...even since i started school, work and serving.....i haven had one day to wake up so so late....whaahahahaha~ not that i dun enjoy school or work or serving....i love where i am now and what i am doing....enjoy every each day.....amen!!i know u r enjoying too....praise god!! eucharis to Daddy....^_^ aww man.....my skin still quite red lehz.....thank god that the pain has reduced....but i feel so dry....like the skin will crack anytime...hahahaha~ anyway, i had a great time with all the beloveds on sat at sentosa...and thank god for the weather...He has really blessed us abundantly above all that we asked man....hahahaha~ praise god!!and thanks to all who came.....^_^ yup....now i feel like going for a spa treat!!!woo.....
tests coming up.....assignments to be completed....but seriously till now i dun really know what i'm studying.....still blur with many things...hahahaha~ my Daddy is greater than all this ya.....He brought me here...He will provide and bring me thru.....amen!!
yup....have a blessed week ahead....a week full of hols and joy!!hahahaha~ with everythine give thanks to Daddy.....Eucharis.....^_^
Nails didnt hold my saviour to the cross....Love did....@-->---
^shalom^

2005-10-18T19:15:00.000+08:00

woke up late
can't enter the lecture
had breakfast with aiwei
got caught by the admin staff for clashing lecture
send warning letter
down with bad flu
very tired
saw my so call shuai ge while walking towards bus stop
he waved
saw my sister jasmine at home so early!
went to take a nap
woke up
bathed
still sneezing
now want to help esther do her inQbox thing but couldn't get her
want to check the songlist but dun have the website
so......later ba....going to eat dinner now.....^_^
-favour and wisdom upon me-
^shalom^

2005-10-16T23:05:00.000+08:00

had loads of fun and blessings today.....during serving and after serving....so much joy...(maybe it's me-joyous) hahahaha~ i went to do my poa after i served for 1st and 2nd.....hai~ still cannot balance the balance sheet lehz......so gave up!!(later then do k) and went shopping with esther, daniel and weiheng!!!^_^ yup yup....quite fun and blessed to have them ard me.....yup...the weather is super cold today....better then warm ya....^_^ and then we went for jamming!!!it was great....we r truely improving alot....praise Daddy!!Daddy is so so good....^_^
message today is good....really thank Jesus for what He has done for me....that i can have both the right and the left hand of wisdom....the richness and honour...and JESUS...whom made us righteous before Daddy that we might come boldly to Him......and resting against His bossom....calling us His beloved....something that we can never get by our own flesh....yup...so value everything that He has done.....He did not do it in vain.....value His presence....value every little or big things that He has blessed u....yeah....^_^
campus was great too.....recieved alot......really right message at the right time.....^_^ His grace is sufficient for me...His strength is made perfect in my weakness!!Amen!!praise god!!hallelujah!!
Daddy....thank u for blessing me with so much.....thank u for being with me all this while....let us value what u have done for us....let us just enjoy ur presence everytime....Your wisdom and favour be upon us always.....amen!!^shalom^

2005-10-11T23:35:00.000+08:00

woohoo.....it's 11 oct already!!!!so fast......hahaha~ ^_^ haven been online for quite sometime ya....hahaha~ yup....Daddy's beloved Natalie has so many things to do....act i am suppose to be quite free lahz....but things always 'pop up' last min kind....hahaha~ ya...my school started since august....till now i still dun really understands what i am studying....(maybe i am just dreaming in lectures.....hahaha) yup.....so now my assignments.....hai~ i need help!!! i was reading up my notes at home today after my poa lecture....well.....i studied for like 2-3hrs....in between alot of breaks...and of coz i ended up doing other things....hahahaha~ but at least i 'touched' my assignment and did a rough work....will continue tmr.....^_^ yup.....the last shall be the first....
2 corinthians 12:9
And He said to me,'' My grace is sufficient for you, for My strenght is made perfect in weakness.''......
miss choir practices....want to learn new parts.....miss wendy, merv and all the anointed singers!!hahahaah~ yeah man.....soon ya....26th oct....^_^ meanwhile....ganbatte singers!!!glory glroy to Daddy k.....yup yup....
suppose to go gelare with aiwei and karen today lehz....but i told myself to study today though not much....hee~ mext week k.....ok by the way ppl....most likely we will be watching movie on next wed (19th oct) evening....either watching 'Deuce bigalow' or 'Goal' or 'Into the blue' or.......yup.....spread the message k....should be watching in town...meeting ard 7p.m i guess.....yup...^_^
sentosa 29th 0ct 2005 saturday meeting 10a.m at harbour front station food to be consumed inside sentosa unless any volunteer to cook pls bring extra clothes yup we will be playing games all sorts of games haven decide in the evening will be praise and worship ba yup haha erm any request or any strong objections pls write to me more info will be given to u one day before 29th hahaha
coolz....so see u guys ard ya......will be serving on thurs.....i'll miss dance prac again....!!!
blessed week ahead......^shalom^
HIS BELOVED NATALIE JOYOUS
HE TOTALLY LOVES NATALIE JOYOUS
HE GAVE IT ALL UP FOR NATALIE JOYOUS
HIS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FOR NATALIE JOYOUS
HE IS WELL PLEASED WITH NATALIE JOYOUS
HE CAME FOR NATALIE JOYOUS
HE DID IT JUST FOR NATALIE JOYOUS
^_^

2005-09-27T22:55:00.000+08:00

psalm 62 - placing all hope in God. Knowing that God is in control allows us to wait patiently for Him to rescue us. True relief does not come when the problem is resolved because more problems r on the way! True relief comes from enduring hope in God's ultimate salvation.
i copied this from the Life Application bible(like a 'summary' of psalm 62) down long time ago after i read it....yup...at that time i didnt really meditate on it....i think i was like 'huh! sianz....more problems!!!'.....hahaha~ anyway, i understood the psalm but u know just by understanding it's just understanding....no revelation!!!yah..until last sunday!!as i was showing this to esther....she asked me 'what's God ultimate salvation?'....i paused for awhile...trying to think....n finally said ' i dunnnoe'.....hahahaha~ (ok maybe some of u know....or all of u know....doesn't matter...daddy is patient....hahahaha~ ^_^) deep down inside me i want to know....praying that Daddy will show me....and ^drums roll^ ta da!! He did!! as i was serving for 3rd or 4th service.....singing.....a formula came in to my mind....ULTIMATE SALVATION=JESUS + THE CROSS......thus it says TRue relief comes from enduring hope in Jesus....His finished work.....hope in His finished work....knowing that He never fails...knowing that He did it just for u is enough....tell me who will come onto the earth knowing that he is going to die for sinners like u n me one day and still come...laying aside HIs majesty just for u n me....just to die for u and me.....He loves us so much!! above all.....and also another thing...like what pastor had preached long time ago.....or in cg....Daddy didnt say that there's no trials n tribulations(the stupid roaring lion is still ard....but victory is ours ya)....BUT He promised that HE WILL deliver us out, bring us thru ALL trials and tribulations......amen!! hallelujah!! yah....yeah!! revelations junkie!!i love....hahahaha~ u get it?? hahaha~ if no it's ok...i preached myself happy!!wahahahaah~ sometimes i also dun get or merely just understood ppl's revelation....ya untill i experience it myself.....woohoo......a more personal level i guess....yup...Daddy is good!!^_^
ok back to His beloved Natalie.....u know what...i went to chomp chomp for the 1st time on last fri....hahaha~ wo de di yi chi....^_^ yup.....drunk the super big glass of suger cane....!!really big lehz.....so couldnt finish lahz....hahaha~ yup.....and sat....played soccer!! hahaha~ fun fun.....run here run there....most of the time stoning though....hee~ jamming after that.....paiseh for not bathing after soccer.....thank god no one had their own 'passing out parade'....hahahaha~ jamming great.....i had loads of fun....^_^ then we played alot of lame games.....'natalie dun have, esther dun have but charissa has!!' u know u know??.....hahahaha~ and the coffee n tea thing...(dunnoe i got it or not)......many many others......was pulling my hair the whole time....want 'feng' already....hahahaha~ yupyup....^_^
had poa today....realised i dunnoe alot of things....straight line thoery...reducing thoery....profit n loss sheet...balance sheet....aww man!! Daddy daddy!! -_- hahaha~ anyway, i made some chocolate grapes in the evening today....a failed one....dun look good and i act freezed everything including the grape......so clever eh me.....heehee~ well....next time i'll pass...grace grace....^_^ had a wonderful dinner.....watched my present fave tv show...'chi zi cheng long'....aww man....the taizi and the shui ling long...and the long wang die die(father)!! so cute.....hee~ and finally i'm going to finish my 'tian long ba bu'....yeah!! and naruto...now only at 119....but very sad lehz....all the ninjas...neji san,chouji san.....and their childhood stories....and the trust they have for each other.....yup....=) yeah man....anyway, i think i'll be getting the 'sad love story' vcds.....got the 'stairways to heaven' that guy lehz...woo.....hahahaha~
i am serving on the 1st and 3rd week and fridays for choir!! diff from charissa and esther already.....but the fridays clashes with caregroup....i wonder how....and i'm serving this fri for bs!! shorthandd on fri so elly wants me to start serving fri from this week...ya...so many changes till i blur liao.....hahahaha~ and i just realised how to see the calender and check ur serving day yesterday....after much explanations from elly.....hahahahahaha~ praise god!! yeah....
ok....going to watch my vcds already.....^_^ hahahaha~ can u believe it...i took 2hrs to write this!!hahahaah~ see ya guys.....^shalom^

2005-09-22T01:55:00.000+08:00

hey hey!! hello....haven blog for quite some time ya....hahaha~ lazy lehz....and back to school already....have so many to plan....i'm someone who plan my time nicely know....must organise properly....there're time for school, frens, church, choir, personal time, quite time, family, R & R, work...so many things....wonder how i handle...by the grace of Daddy lohz...but of coz i dun plan the whole yr events lahz...it's month by month....hahahahaha~ yup...act i dun really like last min stuffs....erm...but i'm quite a flexible and a patient person ba...(amen!) a slow and easy person....yup....so let the horse come....hahahaahaaha~ as in any changes r ok with me lahz....as long as it's reasonable....hee~ yup....why am i talking abt this.....hahaha~ funny...
came back from choir prac just now.....a group of us will be involve in the mediacorp recording thing....coolz....ok...now i'm somehow on the list but i cant make it for the recording!!! it clashes with my cruising dates.....aww man.....how how....!! got to give an ans to wendy on sun!!!-_- Otoosan Otoosan!!
went for supper with 3 glorious babes.....esther, clarissa and charissa...coolz....i ate quite alot man....strawberry prata, kangkong with rice and milo dinosaur!!! can u believe it..even the ah-bang(bro in malay) also laugh at me when i orderd.....hahahaaha~ we had loads of fun....laughing eating talking singing....i think the 'NEC' is really funny....or 'NECC'......for additional tape copies.....
oh yah..there's soccer match on sat...choir gathering....yeah!! most likely will be playing for the girls......hahahaha~ sounds fun......hopefully i can make it though.....(is there jamming?......)
it's sept now....going to oct soon.....dun u think it's like so fast.....so many things happened within this almost 3/4 of the yr......hahahaha~ really thank god for the double portion, double restoration, double blessing, double the goodness of everything.....hahaha~ He has always been with me....loving me....^_^ yeah.....well...everything will be beautiful in His time....and all things work out for good to those who love Him.....amen!!hahaha~ prasie god!! He is good all the time....ok...signing off....ZZzzzzz.....have a blessed week ahead.....-His precious beloved Natalie Joyous- ^shalom^

2005-09-09T01:00:00.000+08:00

^Live the God-given life^
this is what i get from steph's preaching today during the dance prac....(i only rem this....nv bring notebook!!hahaha~) steph is a annointed women of Daddy....she is very confident with what she's doing....because she knows and behaves as a child of Daddy....a child whom He loves....He is please with....Always....yup.....not only by the knowledge of it....but believing and behaving like one is another thing....yup....coz everyone knows that Daddy loves them....they r His beloved...ya lohz....so know believe and behave....^_^ live life to the fullest....time is precious....but be patient lahz....have the peace within u all the time k....haha~
great dance prac today!!more of ballet and abit of hiphop...hahaha~ it's coolz...but i think i'm the most inflexible there man....and my muscles r aching now....hahaha~ but still i enjoyed....fun n blessed...thank u Daddy!!hee~ yup yup.....
choir prac was good too....we're going to be involve in the item....a beautiful song...really!! angie zandra and joy are going to sing it and choir doing the 'OOoooo oooo' backup sound and some singing lahz....nice!!haha~
choir grooming class on sat!! so excited...coz i heard it's fun and u'll learn alot of skills.....yeah!!
Back to school on mon!!wahahahaah~ after a week break for the admin tstuffs to be settled....yup.....coolz.....wisdom n favour all over me Daddy!!i shall be the head and not the tail....and a blessing to all....amen!!yeah!!
Ecclesiastes 3:1
To everything there is a season, a time for every purpose under heaven

2005-09-02T13:15:00.000+08:00

man fails....
Jesus never....
man lies....
Jesus is the truth...
man hates....
Jesus loves...
man lost...
Jesus is the way...
man r selfish...
Jesus is selfless...
man jealous..
Jesus comfort...
man disappoint...
Jesus never disappoint...
man cannot satisfy me...
only Jesus can...
amen!! praise god!!
i saw my results!! passed all....satisfied with all except for sociology....quite bad lehz...econs was quite a suprising one...hahaha~ thank god...at least i dun have to retake any!! praise god!!
had a great choir prac on wed....celebrated teachers' day for our beloved wendy....a great teacher, a great leader and a great fren....praise god!! and what she shared again was so ministering...so zhun lohz....hahaha~ right words at the right time...at least for me lahz....hee~ yup yup....Daddy has really bless me in many many areas.....be it friendship, ministry, financial, family, school.....everything He has provided....amen!! hallelujah!!
finally i finished watching my korean series man....quite sad lahz....the lead actress died....hai~ hopefully i dun see this kind of thing in real life....hahaha~ and now started watching the 'tian long ba bu'....dunnoe why dunstan passed to me....but since he did...why not watch....maybe Daddy loves to speak to me thru series....hahahha~ yeah....Daddy understands me like no one else.....^_^ haha~
yup....see ya guys ard....especially victor!! haha~ and yasi....i shall see ya soon k....3mths later....u're blessed and protected everywhere u go......Daddy loves u....^shalom^
-my greatest joy is that YOU found me-

2005-08-31T01:55:00.000+08:00

hello...^_^ Blessed be the Lord God almighty!!this week....quite a busy week!!!......just now i was helping my sister to choose a wedding march in song for her friend(who is also my friend lahz....)......so interesting.....was like planning how many steps to make....how big should the steps be all that....hahaha~ it's gonna be a blessed wedding!!coz Daddy loves her so so much...yup....
on sat 27/8...jess' bday!! it's really a blessing to know her....=) things went well....the favour of Daddy was so obvious man....when i reached the place i placed the cake with the owner...then i asked him whether we can use the room for the party....and he act said cant but we can use the area near the toilet....then i said 'ok thanks alot'....smiled and told him i'll confirm with him again....and went in...yup...and later he called me and told me we can use the room(yeah!!).....and then he called me again...told us that we can use the other empty room which it's much better for us ba!! yah....it's so according to His plan.....hahahaha~ praise god!!
went to school today....very early again...was having flu lehz but praise god i'm well now.....hahaha~ i love my school...but i dun like to study...poa is getting tougher man....deep...hahaha~ i saw mr ting once again....and his sexy legs....and his nonsense in his econs lecture.....coolz....wahahahaah~ yup yup.....met up with stephy.....and saw peifen!! woohoo....god is good....met up kaijin to pass her something too....^_^ then went to meet my beloved mum for lunch....^_^ today is like the first time i took a nap...after so many yrs of nap-less nap....?? yup....feeels weird though.....wake up then dunnoe is morning or night....and act wanted to go for a run but after lying down for some hrs...i just dun feel like running....hahahaha~ yup....victor is back!!! praise god!!was talking to him in the afternoon....very funny guy.....think he's going to stay for a few mths and fly off again.....Darren too....coming back soon...on the 1st oct!! yup yup....^_^ Daddy is good...
verse of the month.....'nothing is worth fighting for'.....in a friendship or relationship.....'the best fight is not to fight'......yup....Let go and let god....all things in your life will work out for good.....believe it or not...u choose??!!.....^_^ dun put ur trust in your trust of jesus, just trust jesus....dun put ur faith in your love/knowledge of jesus, put ur faith in Jesus himself.....He nv fail, nv fall....nv disappoint.....^_^ HE's our everything.....the answer to All things....
^shalom^

2005-08-25T01:23:00.000+08:00

hey hey.....^_^ miss me....??hahahaha- haven been online for quite some time....my pc is down...still under repair i think....dunnoe what my sister gonna do with it....but well she's quite pro one lahz.....so no worries...just that she's very busy so will take quite some time.....hahaha~ yup yup.....many things happened these past few days....or this week.....yup....but still very blessed....met up with JC frens.....really miss them alot....and we r planning for another outing!!! yeah...(can we just go pammy's hse??!!hahhahaha-) yup yup.....sec frens!!?? soon ya....hahaha- just came back from choir prac just now......i'm always so amazed or totally sit in awe of what wendy shares all the time.....truely a woman of god!! enjoy being in her ministry....^_^ coolz....i just got an email from shanthi about the NCC dance ministry lehz.......prac every thurs....aww man....i really dunnoe....coz thurs i'm serving BS for choir....if i change to fri then i might miss cg.....so ya....erm......got to discuss with Daddy man.....hahahaha~ going to trim and highlight my hair soon manz....act is later lohz....hopefully it will turn out great....^_^ i miss all of u.....i have so many things to write know....revelations i got......words that anchored in my heart....i'll try to write more the next time......waahhhhha~
i did a test know....my sister asked me to do...abt personality.....and the result: i'm a dove/peacock.....warm, witty, open-minded and good fun to be with. They are sympathic, easygoing, friendly and tactful, with a keen interest in other ppl and a willing ear for other ppl's problems. They make an excellent counsellor and helpers. They seek to maintain friendly relationships and pleasant atmosphere where ppl are happy. They avoid conflict and admire ppl who llook for, and see, the good in other ppl. They influence others thru their warmth and caring attitude. Shortcoming: Over-tolerant. wahahahahha~ interesting ya....hahaha~
i'm watching this korean serial....'stairways to heaven'....very sad manz.....typical korean show lahz.....waahahahahaha~ but i saw this scene....the guy gave the girl an empty gift box.....at first the girl was quite disappointed or rather thingking that he's playing a fool....but the next day when he met her...he ask her whether she has open the box.....and then he explained saying that he dunnnoe what to put inside....there'e so many things he wants to give......and he said he will fill it up slowly.....i saw Daddy in the pic.....yup......HE has so many things to give us....He wants to bless us according to His riches knw.....His riches!!aww man....and dun just look at the empty box....it's only for awhile....He will fill it up in His beautiful time....things are given to u to enjoy....not to be a burden....trust Him to give u in the right time so that u can enjoy and handle....diff season diff things ya.....just rem that HE's willing to give....willing to bless....willing to do anything that prosper u.....He gave His only begotten son...so why not other stuffs....yup yup....so just be loved by Daddy.....it pleases Him when u're being Loved by Him.....He is bless to see u bless....^_^ amen!! see ya guys.....-hugs- Our Daddy is an awesome Daddy!! ^shalom^

2005-08-19T19:14:00.000+08:00

hi there.....heehee~ i'm now at my grandma's house know....ate so much delicious food cooked by her....haha~ truely a peranakan manz.....i always say i want to learn from her and my mum...but well...soon lahz...^_^ had a great day....suppose to work till 7p.m but my beautiful boss ask me go home at 4.30p.m instead....woo....praise god!! so now i dun have to rush to the party later...yup yup.....praise god!! yesterday BS was great.....totally love it man...pastor aggae(spelling)......will miss him so much....the way he smile, the way he preached.....the words that he speaks forth....woo....haha~ praise god!! Daddy will bless his church tremendously!!amen!! will see him soon!!! haha~ yup.....gtg.....going down to trisa's place now....party party!! it shall be great....^_^
hong gege.....thanks for bearing all my nonsenses and those that make sense too man....wahahaha~ u r truely a blessing to me....praise god!! though u always ask me to go and die!!! -_-
everyone...see ya soon.....have a blessed weekend.....love u....

2005-08-17T02:23:00.000+08:00

and yes finally another chance to blog.....wahahahahah~ yup yup....i was quite disappointed with some stuffs lately but my days are blessed......the JOY of the Lord is my strenght man.....He has been very good to me......always very good to me.....hahaha~ yup yup..... =)
SUNDAY 14/8
i was abit late for choir.....15mins only lahz....hahaha~ then i tot i will just have to stand on my usual spot on stage....'Nat's corner'......but no....someone is taller then me....yup yup....hahaha~ praise god that everything went well......the item was great.....deacon jeffery sang well.....did he dance?? i didnt see lehz.....coz pastor prince was like saying he dance like some ching dynasty ppl...wahahhahaha~ and pastor nearly fell off the stage when he danced the same thing during 4th service......but thank god....the cool-ness is still there.....^_^ went for fireworks after everything......hte view wasnt that good.....so far also....but well....still thank god for it....^_^ went to josh's place...played with his doggie.....sooooo cute.....wahahhahahah~
Monday 15/8
went to work.....quite alot of customers on a monday.......went for a jog after i reached home....finally had the time to run man.......^_^.......happy!!
TUESDAY 16/8
went to school in the morning for POA lecture......i was 20mins late.....it's so early man.....wahahahah~ saw liya lehz......same lecture......^_^ met aiwei after lecture...went town shpp and shop and shop!!! wahahahhaha~ had a great time sitting down and chatting with her at gelare....ate their super nice waffle ice-cream.....yummy......^_^
really thank god for blessing me with so many bros and sisters.....brighten up my life and remind me of Your love.....^_^ thank You so much abba.....and i'm trusting You that You wont let anything or anyone take away all that i treasure.....amen! hallelujah
edmund thanks for the sms......it was really 'aww....'.....indeed, He who knew no sin, did no sin died for us....that now we can e righteous before His eyes.....as He is sitting at the Father's right hand(whole,healthy........) so are we......amen!!
aiwei thanks for spending time with me......u're a wonderful blessing to me......^_^ enjoyed!!
esther thanks for ur love for me.....and i'll continue to trust god to love u....not by my flesh coz my flesh is weak....haha~ but with the christ in me.....eternal and lasting.....
S.O.G.....kevin, hoggy, josh, jess, jo.......really blessed to have jamming sessions with all of u......may Daddy annoint our hands and lips......bless us with revelations that will open our eyes to see the goodness/glory of You in our band......^_^
sianhwa and lynne.....thanks for sharing so much with me......
choir......thanks for the blessed melody......so happy to be part of the family.......
CG.....thanks for the sharing and caring.......
everyone......definately u r a blessing to me......^_^
Daddy......u know my heart and with everything i give thanks to You......
yup.....see you guys ard......REst in His love peace and Joy......^shalom^
............if u know me...u know me...haha............
oh yah.....does 'yup yup' sound like dog barking??!!! hmm......deep......
2corinthians4:16-18
16Therefore we do not become discourage(utterly spiritless,exhausted, and wearied out through fear).Though our outer man is decaying and wasting away, yet our inner self is being(progressively) renewed day after day
17 For our light, momentary affliction is ever more and more abundantly preparing and producing and achieving for us an everlasting weight of glory(beyond measure, excessively surpassing all comparisons and all calculations, a vest and transendent glory and blessedness never to cease)
18Since we consider not to look at things that are seen but to the things that are unseen; for the things that are visible are temporal, but the things that are invisible are deathless and everlasting.

2005-08-11T22:47:00.000+08:00

hi hi....here i am...finally...a chance to blog.....wahahaahahha~ went for BS just now.....deaconess lian preached again!! woohoo....simply love her....so real and full of christ in her......her message today.....BE IDENTIFIED!!!.....identify that christ is IN u, the hope of glory.....identify that u have been healed.....identify that u're blessed...identify that u have the victory and u reign in life....not because of u or what u have done.....but because that HE is In u....and what He did on the cross....the perfect work, the perfect love that cast out all fears....!!! even the least, the weakest will have victory over their enemies.....(judges6/7:about gideon) and what pleases Him most is Him loving u...Him blessing u....aww man....how can we not praise Him and thank Him.....hallelujah!! yup yup.....
nat's fave song.....King of heaven!!! wahahahahaah~ band member pls take note.....^_^ think we're going to sing it on this coming sunday again!! and deacon jeff is singing!!! wahaahahaha~ his voice can really melt me kind lo.....so man so soothing....hehehehhheeehee~
Daddy thank u for ur mercy and love...they are new every morning....daddy just let us experience the freshness of ur love for us everyday....let peace, joy and love be with/in us and we shall reign in life....and victory is on our side!! let ur favour be upon us too!!hallelujah!!
woo....okokok.....gtg.....see ya guys ard.....hey there's fireworks on sunday know....heard it starts at 8p.m.....anyone going??wahahahaah~ anyway...see ya....blessed week ahead.....^_^

2005-08-02T20:50:00.000+08:00

back to school!!....for today only lahz...but i'm so happy and blessed to see so many ppl!! met aiwei for lunch!! not very proper one though....next time again k!! saw eunice....peiling, jessamin, kevin....christopher and stephy!!! had lecture together with joanna and jialin....miss them so much!!
Stephy!! miss u so much...and ur dog Tobey!! so cute....and nice phone u have.....^_^ miss the time we spent together in school....being so crazy and nonsense.....always share share secrets......have so much to tell u.....=)
My Sim buddies.......so happy to see all of u.....more catch up soon ya.....muackz!!
aiwei.....i plead the blood of jesus over u....u're protected wor...!!wahahhah~
i'm so irritated by this one irritating guy......aww man!!! Daddy......!!!
anyway FoP coming!! woohoo....
SOG also coming!!(clap clap clapX100....and shouts S.O.G!!) wahahahhahha~
happened to watch ch8 9p.m show yesterday for like 20-30mins while eating my dinner....and i saw the lead actor saying to the lead actress this...'my love for u has rooted in my heart.' how sweet it is......like Daddy's love for us....rooted....same yesterday, today and forever....^^
^shalom^

2005-08-02T00:33:00.000+08:00

I WONDER.....
when i can go down to my hairdresser and highlight my hair........(should i cut too??)
why is it so warm this few days......
why my tagboard doesnt work.......
why my right eye keep twitching since last wed.......(tired......-_-)
when will i go down to BBDC to get my basic test done......
when the British ppl are going to announce or send us our results.....
whether i should go for dance selection on thurs.....
why so many ppl ask me whether i like someone now.......
is there a street or rd named after me....like Natalie rd.....^_^
does naruto ever end.......(still at episode 91 only......)
how i came into the band......(jam jam!!)
when i have my dimple.......
who is reading this......
wahaahhhaahhha~ coolz.....
and Blessed birthday Kokleng!!!!
^shalom^

2005-08-01T02:45:00.000+08:00

blessed.loved.favoured....=) choir practise was fun...and we have to fill up this survey form asking what we like to eat for our breaktime and giving comments abt the food they have provided in the past.......wahahaha~ so funny.....and for the next prac i think i must sit infront.....why?? coz i want lohz.....wahahahahahah~ yup yup...sat went for the gathering at charis' house.....everything was great....the annointing.....woohoo.....!! and sianhwa....such an amazing man.....totally loved him....so fatherly kind.....wahaahhahhaa~ when i first saw him i thought he very mono tone kind....erm....like very boring type know....hee~ but wow...it's different when i get to talk to him on last wed.....joker man....and such annointing upon his life....praise god!! ^_^ wahahahah~ the sermon just now was very good too....so blessed!!
Natalie Joyous whom Jesus loves.....

was having this conversation with my friend on MSn.......

-my life will nv be without HiM.....coz He just doesnt leave me....-

B4 this we were like talking how's life.......church......jap anime......and then BGR topic........(-_-)
......then.....

i say: man are nothing without god....
he says: eik..i know that....but its not necessary to bring Him in eh....
i say: ar??
he says:i mean i still find it weird that you always make reference w Him thou that i understand...but well..
i say:erm..like what pastor said today....understand but doesnt put into practise is just not knowing that He loves u so so much.....everyone understands/know that jesus loves them...died for then on the cross...rose up on the 3rd day...but it can mean diff thing for diff ppl...yup....so see how u see it......my life will nv be without HiM.....coz He just doesnt leave me....loves me too much...amen!!^_^
he says:i know....but i see it diff....i dn think i'll always make reference to whatever i'm saying.....cuz He will defintely know how i feel i and how i think.....like what Matthews 6:5 said....when you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your father....so, to me its always about the inside..
i say:no....i want to declare His goodness in my life......i want to glorify him...
if pastor do the same thing then how to preach?? it's praying.....praying time alone.....praying inside....not to stumble anyone.....i'm just doing normal convie...which Him is included...without Him a convie is not a convie....just like a salvation prayer without knwing jesus died and rose up for us.....and He loves us so much.....did it just for us.....^_^
he says:mmm...make sense....i guess i'm not into spreading the word yet ba..maybe in future....still trying to influence and affect others by the power and strength he gave....anyway thanks for sharing..=)
i say: woo.....erm....okokok.....but start sowing seeds in ppl's lives....it's amazing man....
wahahhahahahah~ coolz....

yup......3 John2:4.....walking in truth propser your soul.....walking....and not just knowing.....^_^ (erm......wahahahaa~ Daddy has great plans....plans that give u a future!!)

You are always so faithful
You are always here
Your have heard my prayers
and know my heart desires
Because i am the one whom YOu love
The apple of Your eyes
All by Your grace i'm here, saved and secured
All by Your grace i'm changed
Your sweetest presence i long to be in
Your love for me will never change
Your unfailing love

it's first day of August!! aww.....starting school soon......i miss bengen.......^shalom^

2005-07-25T23:55:00.000+08:00

woo...hello...=) went for hokkien service yesterday with my mum and grandma...3 generations under one roof...wahahhaha~ the praise and worship was awesome....and the preaching so beautiful....but i squeezed all my brain juice out, trying hard to understand lehz......but thank god for my lightning fast mind....so not too bad...at least can understand 55% ....wahhhhahaahaha~ yup yup....couldnt stay all the way though...coz had to go for choir!! choir...really grace grace....didnt had choir practise last wed....so my parts were all by his grace....praise god!!
went jamming at four tones!!!! woohoo...it was great....jump jump sing sing!! things are getting better....and better and better for our band...praise god!!amen!!
my wound is getting worst.....super duper pain n bloody red kind!!! aww man.....Daddy daddy....
saw so many ppl today at my work place....wahahahah~ nicholes and girlfren, kokleng, sue, joe.....what a day!! wahahahhaah~ anyway, see the rest of u ard....=)

Your faithfulness endures always
Where mountains fall and reason fails
And You calm the raging seas
And You calm the storms in me again

All i know is i find rest in You
All i know is i find rest in You

My heart will praise throughout the night
Where singing seems a sacrifice
Your grace is all i need
Your grace is all i need

praise god!!=)
i am falling in love......in love with You.....^_^
^shalom^

2005-07-21T13:53:00.000+08:00

Blessed.Loved.Favoured!! that's what i am for the past few days and today and tmr and the day after tmr and the day after the day after tmr and......wahahahaha~ yup yup...went for music ministry meeting yesterday...what pastor joshua said....our ministry...not a profession, not to impress ppl...but to impact lives...it's still Otosan that the ppl need...amen!!praise god!! received alot of things from that meeting....hallelujah!woo...haha~ went to eat at glutton bay(again right...wahahaha~) after that....it was really funny, fun....me talking nonsense again!!wahahaha~ on the way home was even worst, laughed till rolled on floor kind.......went home on bus 77 with charissa, grace, kokleng(a.k.a maurice...more rice...chinese name is Yeo! duo fan!!wahahhahaha~) yah....that's our joke lahz....more secrets of the bus 77 gang are not to be revealed...hahahaha~ and our girls alliance secret too...=) woo...yeah!! had a great time with them....=) praise god for everything He has done!! gtg...so many things to do!!(-_-!!) see u guys later....tmr or sat or sunday!!wahahahaha~ yup....=)

.My greatest love is you.
Every new day Your glory unfolds
Filling my eyes with Your tresures untold
The beauty of holiness brings worship anew
My greatest love is You

Call me deeper into Your grace
The river that flows from the Holy place
Wash over me, cleansing me through
My greatest love is You

^shalom^

2005-07-18T01:05:00.000+08:00

woo....today's(17th july) message was awesome!! Christ in you, the Hope of Glory!! and it's bible hope thus it's the hope that nv disappoints.....i really like what pastor illustrated....diamond is always a diamond, even though it's throw into mud or soil or anything...it's still the same diamond....no matter how or what our flesh has done or going to do.....Christ is in you, the hope of Glory....as He is so are we in this world....amen!! and the part where he said about the life of a christian....about being sad before and after being christian.....so true....knock down but not knock out....praise god!! Christ in you, the HOPE of glory....there's hope lehz...how to be sad...and His promises!! woo.....ALL things in your life will work out for GOOd!! ALL things!! amen!! hallelujah!! wahahahaha~ praise god praise god!!

With all I'm holding inside
With all hopes and desires
And all the dreams that I've dreamt
With all I'm hoping to be
And all that the world will bring
And all that fails to compare
You say You want all of me
I wouldn’t have it any other way
I've got a Saviour and He's living in me Whoa!!
I wanna know, I wanna know You today
And You're the best thing that has happened to me
And the world will never take
The world will never take You away
No-one could ever take You away

praise god!!went to kevin's house just now.....super nice home sweet home....like 'minority report' kind of house....with cosy corners/rooms....futuristic kind.....walk in and the lights will automatically switch on kind.....wahahaha~ played some songs....jess composed them....woo....great!! it's very coolz to see His beloved children getting together and just grow and glow in Him....doing what He places in our hearts....yup....nice!! may we just glorify Him.....none of our works but His finished works.....amen!! Christ in you, the Hope of Glory....the Hope of a Glorious band!! amen!! praise god!!

Daddy i pray that we will know u more.....may u reveal more truths to us.....truths that will set us free in every area of our lives....revelations that bring wisdom,love, joy,peace to us....and make us stand in awe of ur goodness....and daddy let those who are in their 'dry' season experience your everlasting love....let them be passionate abt u again......fall afresh on them everyday daddy....For u love them so so so much.....jesus died on the cross, rose up so that we can have life and life more abundantly....praise god!! and we love u coz u first loved us.....=) amen!! WWJD -- Watch What Jesus Does.......wahahahaha~ praise god!! it's all by His grace...
^shalom^

2005-07-12T00:25:00.000+08:00

wahahahaha~ hello hello...=) just came back from town....went to watch Fantastic Four!! wahahaha~ very nice movie....many hilarious scenes....super funny...especially the human torch!! and the thing!! there's hot babe too...invisible woman a.k.a jessica alba...wahahhahaha~ coolz...fantastic four.....yeah...in christ...there isnt fantastic four...but everyone is fantastic...everyone has their gifts and talents....unique and special.....seeing our destiny and callings being revealed....glorifying Him...amen!! wahahahhaha~ okokok....got to watch my vcds!! yeah!! ^shalom^
believing Him....

2005-07-11T00:33:00.000+08:00

woooo!!! wahahahaha~ just came back from jamming!! wahahahah~ great place, great music, great annointed musicians and singers....=) praise god!!it was really fun....learnt a new song today....turn ur eyes upon jesus by third day......nice!! and we did there's none like you in fast beat....yah...coolz!! wahaahahah~ this is the day that the lord has made!! Daddy's beloveds getting together.....every gifts in each of us....amazing....=) hallelujah!! yup......blessed week ahead.....^shalom^
Trusting Him.............

2005-07-09T00:25:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday er-jie!! Happy birthday weiying!! Blessed birthday!!wahahaha~ yup....=) this week....hmmm...great!! haha~ so blessed and favoured!! went out with my mummy on thursday....talked to her alot of things...met my grandma too!! but she speaks hokkien ya and my hokkien CMI know...so ya...but it's the quality and not quantity ba...still trusting god for her salvation....yup....we talked abt my sister's marriage, my marriage....wahaha~ funny.... okok...=) i'm in the choir item...wahaha~ though it's tough coz alot of parts to rem know, but i'll trust Him....it's You that is glorified...it's You that sing thru me...it's all by Your Grace....amen! Praise god!! yesterday cg was great....at josh's place....hahaha~ our jamming place!! my drum skills...hmmm....CMI......well...slowly ba....haven play flute for quite some time also....i lost my file!! argh.....-_-!! wahahaha~ abt the message: SEED OF GREATNESS.......hahaha~ to be conscious about His love...being His beloved.....and expect good things/blessings to come....like what lynne said if u're not conscious of someone's presence u wont know that he/she is there.....being conscious abt His love, knowing that He's always there,always willing to bless.....yah....and the relationship between u and god is just different....yup....Our god is an awesome god!! and i somehow link it with jeremiah29:11....Daddy has great plans for u...=) God is the same yesterday, today and forever....amen!! such a loving abba we have....=) i'm watching this taiwan series....there's this mother that plan for her son's future....everything know.....it's so sad lahz...is not what he likes to do....and he dont even have the freedom to choose his wife kind!! yah....alot of things lahz....wahahahaah~ really thank god that He places the desires in me first and work out my desires...which is giving me or letting me doing what i desire and love....wahahaha~ and that He takes care of everything....amen!! ok...i'm going to work soon.....and i shall see most of u on sunday ba....=) this is the day the lord has made!! blessed day!! ^shalom^

2005-07-03T22:40:00.000+08:00

HE IS WILLING!!

2005-06-20T23:44:00.000+08:00

i went to sentosa today!! so many ppl.....at every part of sentosa....wahahahha~ but great....the weather was good....=) coolz....camp was like 2 weeks ago.....miss the time i had over there....it was an awesome camp in all....the praise and worship.....the games....the services....basically everything lahz...but too much R&R.....wahahaha~ well...we made full use of the R&R time to fellowship and play games......coolz....and like many had told me....it was a personal kind of camp where there's only u and god.....truely....He gave alot to me.....revealed much things and revelations....praise god!! and daddy is still giving...amen!! many kingdom of friendships were bonded together too....kingdom friendship that last forever.....when daddy is involve, things nv fail.....including relationships with ppl......praise him!! yup......i cant wait for the next camp lahz....it's next yr......so ya.....wait lohz.....=)
my cg leader, andy, is going to the other cg already.....lynne and sian hwa going to take over sim cg.....why?? i also dunnoe....but daddy knows......i trust Him......to be under a couple is different i guess.....will get more portion from them.......since there are 2 of them.....wahahaha~
praise god!!
i will be on stage this coming sunday....will be serving the first time for choir.....coolz.....but there's no practise this wed....how am i gonna learn my parts.....wahahahah~ hopefully the songs are those that i know of......=) yup....and heard that there are 50 ppl coming in to choir.....30 more being auditioned.....praise god!! horray!! more more.....waahahahhaha~
anyway, i'll have a blessed week ahead....it's only monday.....hahaha~ so do all of u....may the good lord bless u and keep u....and His favour be upon u....^shalom^

2005-06-19T23:35:00.000+08:00

hello ppl....so long nv blog already.....very lazy....wahahaha~ there are alot of things that i want to say...the camp especially....but i'm still lazy....wahahaha~ next time ya....heehee~

2005-06-04T15:24:00.000+08:00

yoz yoz...yoz man....!! wahahahaha~ did u all know who's the miss universe this yr??it was telecasted on monday...yeah....is Natalie know.....yes.....haha~ it's miss canada who won the miss universe title...her name is natalie...=) wahahahaha~ all natalies are beautiful....[say amen!!....amen!! (-_-''') ] hahaha~ pastor lawrence preached on thurs bs....it was coolz....and he's very funny lahz....the way he do his hair....wahahaha~ yup....he was saying dun look at the circumstances/problems/situations u are in.....look at god, look at the cross.....He has never forsaked u nor leave u.....what jesus did was priceless...nothing can ever replace/buy/substitute it....as nothing is as perfect as what he did and what he is....on the cross, he was forsaken so that we can be accepted/forgiven.....His sacrifice is not in vain.....He did it for u...just for u....=)

i'm forgiven because You were forsaken
i'm accepted You were condemned
i'm alive and well Your spirit is within me
because You died and rose again
Amazing love how can it be that You my king will die for me
Amazing love i know it's true
and it's my joy to honour u
in all i do i honour

You are my King
You are my king
Jesus You are my King

coolz....yeah....He is the way, the truth and the life!!praise god!!can u imagine if someone say that aaron kwok or daniel wu is the way the truth and the life????!!!!! what way they have got, what truth r they holding on to, what kind of life are they experiencing.....thank god we have jesus!!wahahahaha~ crazy me....ok....going to prepare for my performance later.....praise god!! His favour shall be upon me!! amen!! see u guys ard.....and one more day to church camp!!!and i haven pack my bag lehz.....wahahahaha~ doesnt matter....everything shall be provided and packed nicely coz i am His beloved natalie joyous....=)

2005-05-31T00:07:00.000+08:00

Find your soul satisfaction in God alone!!

2005-05-30T23:57:00.000+08:00

coolz.....watched starwars episode 3 yesterday....coolz movie.....so beautiful Natalie is.....wahahaha~ the difference between Natalie J. and Natalie P. is that Natalie Joyous is loved and is still very loved by Daddy(bright side)....the greatest lover, giver, simply the best!!! while Natalie portman is loved by anakin(dark side) whom is only good looking lohz....wahahaha~ haiyah~ very sad lahz...i think anakin shouldnt be worried abt the dream in the first place....by doing so, he lost his cool/peace/joy/love and finally the light....turned to the dark side....hmm....well....just a movie....hahaha~ i love yoda!! so small yet powerful and wise....obiwan too....wahahahaha~ a very nice show it is......okz.....yeah!!!...church camp coming soon!!!cant wait for it.....faster faster.....waahahaha~ ^shalom^

2005-05-29T02:08:00.000+08:00

God will give u something u can handle!! for example, like money....what if a big sum of money is given to u....i doubt u know how/what to do with it...or maybe u'll just end up to be so conscious abt money....afraid that u will get rob or will lost them...and all this will just rob the peace out of ur life...coolz....so instead of giving u a large sum...Daddy just give blessings....small blessings but powerful....yah...blessings everyday...blessings like someone treat u for lunch, someone give u a free ride home, home where many things r provided, even quiet time with Daddy ya....many many lahz....if u add all this together, i guess it costs much more then anything....oh and the greatest blessing is that u've a Daddy god who loves u so so much....whom loves to bless u...wants to bless u....not maybe will bless u know...but He will bless u...praise god!! yup....everytime u wake up in the morning or maybe some of u in the afternoon then wake up, it's a blessing too....coz u're awake!!...and believe that the Lord has made ur day well and blessed....coolz....He's just that good lahz...oh yah...something else that i wan to share...many ppl had told me in their relationships, most of the time they areh accommodating with each other....sometimes u even want to change for the person ya...but the changes is an unhappy or unwilling ones....why not accept the person!!??!!accepting is much more coolz then acommodating...wahahahah~ accepting...hmm....when u accept...sometimes the person will just feel so loved by u and want to change to be a better one for u....supernaturally even...dun u think acommodating is like so tiring and might turn out to be bitter/arguing kind while accepting is just once a for all....but of coz it takes time too....enjoy the process....(keep on beholding the beauty of jesus, the more u behold to jesus the more u're transformed...)maybe some of u might not think so....well it's coolz ya...hahaha~ let not anyone to determine/judge/change u.....anyway, Daddy already accepted u for who u r....(think it's written in romans 14...i think eh....) dun have to really care how ppl see u...what god has called clean, dun called it unclean....coolz...=) wahahahah~ yup.....see you guys ard.....^shalom^

2005-05-28T12:57:00.000+08:00

finally i got the chance to blog again....wahahaha~ yup...many things happened this week...my computer broke down, sister went to hospital, fell sick on fri....yah...coolz....but the gift of reigning in life is given to me thru' our precious jesus' death and resurrection....so peace peace...coolz...=)

2005-05-23T02:05:00.000+08:00

wahahahaha~ hello ppl...see snowflakes...nice or not...haven finish creating yet..spent like hours to do lehz...and only achieve this lahz...but there's improvement...i'm still yan jiu-ing.....something is wrong with the player....the song stop here stop there....hmm...so dun listen...
wahahaha~ coolz...finally, my exams just ended on fri....yeah!! i'm very blessed to have so many frens ard me...support me, encourage me and always showing me to His finishED work!! praise God...=) so now i'm having hols till august or sept...wahahaha~ coolz...cant wait for the BEN GEN camp!! 2 more weeks!! yeah!! must play blind mice k ppl...wahahaha~ going to sleep...ZZZzzzz...may His Love Joy Peace be with u....bless u Daddy will...^shalom^

2005-05-17T01:30:00.000+08:00

wah...so late now....ZZZzzzz....left one more IBM paper to go....coolz......and after friday 1p.m...i'll be so so so happy!!!wahahahaha~ cant wait for my examz to end...cant wait for the camp....wahahahaah~ i want to sleep......write another day....wahahahahaha~ ZZZzzzz...u are greatly blessed, highly favoured and deeply loved by Daddy....^shalom^

2005-05-16T23:58:00.000+08:00

wahahahhaha~ me??
Your Birthdate: May 12
Being born on the 12th day of the month (3 energy) is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life. The energy of 3 allows you bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental. There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, sometimes "couldn't care less" attitude.You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression. Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing. You are energetic and always a good conversationalist. You have a keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters. Your mind is practical and rational despite this tendency to jump about. You are affectionate and loving - but very sensitive. You are subject to rapid ups and downs.

my personality type
Your Match: INFJ
The Protector:You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity.Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is.You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience.You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them.

-You Are A Realistic Romantic-
You are more romantic than 70% of the population.
It's easy for you to get swept away by romance...But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective.You're still taken in by love poems and sunsetsYou just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line!

and more.....wahahahhahah~
You tend to stick with relationships - through the good and the bad.You are a great listener and tend to give valuable advice.Cautious and careful, you never jump in recklessly... saving yourself from heartbreak.
Your ideal partner: Is stable, serious, and ready to be committed to you.Is successful and able to provide you with the lifestyle you crave.A true romantic, who is willing to express their desire for your heart.
Your dating style: Comfortable and traditional. You'd love to have a nice meal at a cozy restaurant.
Your seduction style: Love comes first for you before you'd even think of intimacy.Traditional: you're not a cold fish - but you're not into kink either.Pleasing... you always make sure that your partner is having a good time.

2005-05-06T23:39:00.000+08:00

Everything is more then a story
More then words on the page of history
He's the air that i breathe
The water i thirst for
and the ground beneath my feet
My everything

Hey hello blessed ones...3 more days to exams!!coolz....haven start on sociology yet lehz....coolz...waahhahaha~ yesterday went for supper(again!!) with many ppl....i have been eating alot this few days lehz......but well, all the fats are taken care/out by Daddy...amen!!! oh yes...i have requested to go to alto section...and wendy said she wants to hear me sing first....omg!! but not so soon lahz...coz i'm taking study/exam leave from choir due to the up coming exams which are all blessed....wahahaaha~ yup....anyway, i'm happy in anywhere....Daddy is always with me in everywhere, everytime...hallelujah!! yesterday was may 5th...u know what....i looked at my hp for the time and it showed 5:55 5/5.....so everything was like 555555....coolz isn't it...(5 means grace)....yup...i didnt see the sec...but i would love to think that it was 55secs....so there were 7 fives.....perfect grace....wow!! coolz.....maybe u all think i siao or something like that...but it meant alot to me at that time.....speaks alot to me.....yup.....Daddy is ever so faithful to me....patient to me too....He knows what i'm thinking, what i'm doing.....simply everything.....amen! coolz.....=) so glad and happy....-smile- yup.....anyway, see u all soon....have a blessed and wonderful month ahead....it's the grace month in the grace yr.....coolz...wahahaha~ yup....take care....^shalom^

2005-04-23T22:04:00.000+08:00

hey hello beloved ppl.....how's everyone!!??? wahahaahhaaha~ i'm very busy this few days...and i guess the days to come too.....so much to study for examz.....practising flute.....talking....
hearing...laughing....praying....singing....posing for cameras....wahahahaha~ coolz...!!! yup....-smile- anyway, my papers start from 10th to 20th may(if u wan to know...wahahaha).....=) see you guys ard in singapore....hahaha~ if u hang ard in suntec tower 4 level 3 Rock then maybe u'll get to see me....wahahahaha~ yup...take care.....You're the righteousness of God in christ....(what's right with u??)....hahaha~ ^shalom^

2005-04-18T01:28:00.000+08:00

-something wonderful to share-

God really really (x100) loves u and if u really(x100) believe it, then u'll also believe that He only wants the very best for u...so if there's a girl/guy that u really like and u dun end up with her/him yet or in the end...then u'll know that God can only change the person to become the woman/man who will love and cherish u in due season or otherwise the next woman/man that He brings in ur life can only be better.....=) ^shalom^

so long...finally a blog...=)

2005-04-17T12:17:00.000+08:00

hey hey blessed people....yes it's u....-smile- actually, we have no reason to say that we aren't bless when we have an ALMIGHTY God...every/all areas of our lives are so well taken care of....but we(especially singaporeans) just like to add 'colours' in our lives....waahahahahaha~ of coz, live life to the fullest....dun think about 'what if' or dwell in the past saying 'if i have/have not what what what...' He came so that we can have life and have it more abundantly...He came to save us, when He gave His life for us He suffered and died...just to show us the reason to live!! the reason to live....LIVE FOR HIM....it's to recieve His love for us...and thru His love we can do all things....do the good for others....yup.....arent u tired of living for urself and satisfying urself....and realise that u have so many needs that u cant actually meet and that u have to do this do that without much joy in it....i was seriously so tired and sick of my life in the past.....dunnoe what i'm living for...wahaahhhahaa~ yup...but Daddy found me...His beloved princess...Loves me so so much.....He loves u too...if u're lost, He finds u....waiting for u to come back and recieve His love, His son....u may think that when u recieve it, u'll have to do something or there's string attached to it....but seriously truely surely NO....what God wants us to do is to be still and see Him work....in God's kingdom is all about 'Dont do something, just stand there' but the world says 'do something, dun just stand there!'....wahaahahhaa~ it's amazing and it's true...if u want to know why u are placed in this planet,u must begin with God....u are born by His purpose and for His purpose..He planned it before u existed, without ur input! what can we do...nothing!!...and we're nothing without Him....and He is now giving everyone a free choice to let Him love u thru recieving His son.....wah lau...can u believe it...to Let HIM LOVE YOU lehz....and His love never fails...He is a God full of promises....hallelujah!! yup....=)
if u want jesus to come into ur life, please say this: 'Lord jesus, thank u for dying on the cross for me. thank u for ur precious blood that washes me clean of every sin.thank u for loving me so much Lord.I'm your child now, your beloved child whom u're greatly pleased with. and u are my Lord, my Saviour and my God. Thank you for the blessings that are to come. thank u for filling my heart with Your peace and joy in jesus name. Amen' -shalom-

=)

2005-04-05T20:25:00.000+08:00

waahahahahahhaa~ hello hello...=) i'm so happy now...coz i got into the choir!!!wahahhaa~ glory glory to the Lord!!! sing sing....la la la la la la......wahaahahahaaa~ ok...eh-hum....these few days had been great.....yup.....everything is fine.....haha~ spent almost the whole day in school today!!! lessons from 9A.M!!! to 5p.m......woke up at 7.30a.m!!! kept dozing off during lectures....Zzzz...what's new!!! wahahaahaa~ and i had the most not nice chicken rice in my life today.....it's honey roasted chicken rice act...super not nice lahz....!!!!!so not satisfied!!! ok...wahahaahaa~ going for a run now.....haahaa~ yup.....see ya ard....Daddy bless u!! muackz!! -shalom-

2005-04-01T23:48:00.000+08:00

Bad hair day!!! but still perfect in Daddy's eyes.....apple of His eyes!!! wahaahahahahahaa~ did anyone got fooled today???!!! (april fool ya) You know what...Daddy will never fool around with u....He can only speaks of the truth...and all His promises are Yes and Amen!! Hallelujah!! glory to the lord!! see you all ard...God bless u...-shalom-

YOU

2005-03-29T00:21:00.000+08:00

You formed my inward parts
You covered me in my mother's womb
You see me growing in You
Daddy, i know my days are made to glorify You and only You

You have searched for me and known me
You stayed faithful even when i ran away
You love me so deeply
Daddy, i come to You

How much more will You not give
When You have already given Your only beloved son, Jesus
And You know what my heart desires
And what my heart cries out for

You're all that i need
You're all that i adore
You're all that i worship and praise
You're the reason that i live

Your love for me is deeper then the deepest ocean
Your love for me is wider then the sky
Your love for me is eternal and never fail
Your love i shall recieve and seek

2005-03-28T22:06:00.000+08:00

what happen to me..i'm so super sianz now.....DAddy Daddy Daddy....

blessed beloved

2005-03-20T23:10:00.000+08:00

hey beloved.. wanna share with you how much daddy had delivered me through out these past few days... im so so surrounded by His love and i pray you recieve the knowledge of His love for you.

just wanna share this sweet verse to you.
psalm 5:12
for you, O lord will bless the righteousness;
with favor you will surround him with a shield.

hallelujah with the undeserve favor that is GIVEN by daddy. beloved he will surround you with a shield.

and no matter what you do. daddy will still shower his underserve favor upon you, his beloved child.. clap clap clap. that is why it is call UNDESERVE favor

2005-03-09T12:39:00.000+08:00

hello beloved ones.....i'm just doing nothing...so came in here to blog!! something is wrong with my tag board again!! why why.....hehehe~ i'm waiting for real madrid match at 3.30a.m!! hallelujah!! Daddy be my strength!!!amen! shalom to all...peace is all u need, and let god do the rest and if u need a miracle,He will give u a miracle...and all of His beloved say....amen!

2005-03-09T02:06:00.000+08:00

in the midst of the storm, through the wind and the waves...You still be faithful,You still be faithful..when the stars refuse to shine and time is no more...You still be faithful, You still be faithful O Lord....=)

1st post for march!! wahahaha~

2005-03-06T21:48:00.000+08:00

Beloved daughter that belongs to a so so so faithful Daddy had just finished her mock exams!!! hallelujah!! you know what...actually, i had more then enough time to study!!! i even have time to do other stuffs like doin pedicure for me and my sister (just recieved very nice nail polish from Mr AJ--thanks alot bro) , singing karaoke, watch vcd, bathe, brush teeth, sleep......hahaha~ Daddy restores more then enough!!! but use it wisely...(abit distracted by those that i've mentioned, especially watching vcd!! finished watching a korean series during preparation period for mock!!!) wahahaha~ go with the peace lahz eh...heehee~ i heard deacon said this on saturday..."Lord as i go about doing your business, You go about doing my business"...Hallelujah!! Daddy is just so wonderfully good!! let go and let god...just serve Him and listen/read His words, tell ppl what He has done in ur life and How much Daddy loves them by sending His beloved son to die for us all on the cross.....so many many things u can do...picking up a small piece of sweet wrapper on the floor and throw into the bin is doing His business too....hahaha~ and i believe there's a season for things.....like now i'm in the season of studying, season of singlehood.....Don't rush into things...enjoy your season...and you wont miss out.....god is ahead of u...planned ur life...and He gives the best to you!! He gives u exceedingly abundantly above what u can ask or think...doubled this yr!!! amen!! rejoice!! commit your works to the Lord, and your thoughts will be established(proverbs 16:3) remember u are His beloved in whom He is well pleased....=) -shalom-

2005-02-24T02:19:00.000+08:00

Thank u lord for being so gracious to me....guiding and leading me to ur side....thank you lord for loving me so much...and i just want to be the woman u want me to be.....=) secure in ur constant love...seeking your kingdom first all the time....and fulfill your callings upon my life....hallelujah!! god is so so good!!! REJOice!!!! hallelujah!!

2005-02-23T23:55:00.000+08:00

these past few days have been real bad for me....actually it started from friday 18th feb till sunday 21st feb.....must be the devil...!!! i was worrying about so many things....things which i heard, my studies and friends....too many bad reports!!!i was looking at the time i've left to study and i start pressuring myself...keep planning and planning, studying and studying but nothing seems to get thru....but god is faithful, always so faithful....it's amazing how god has put me into peace mode, being my planner and my comforter....and thank god for friends whom keep supporting me....and i know DAddy will see me thru all this....and truely surely He had...praise the lord!!! i really let go and let god!!! hallelujah!!! everything just flow in place...He guided me in everything i do...amen! -shalom-
maths paper today was good....at least i didnt leave any blank pages...hahahaha~ and yah.....real madrid won!!hallelujah!! i watched and it was so exciting....very fast game they had played....well the juventus players kept getting fouls.....nanny nanny poo poo.....wahahaha~ i really want to spend time with alot of ppl, talk to each and everyone of them or even listening to them.....but i cant be at so many places at one time or do so many things at one time....and i cant satisfy everyone know.....i'm made to do things that please god not human...=) i believe that god will put me at the right place at the right time in ur life....hehehehe~ pls rem' that i love all of you.....and most importantly, daddy loves all of u deeply....!!! His love never fails....everlasting eternal love....amen!!

2005-02-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

basically i was sleeping the whole day today....i woke up at 1.30p.m....coz i slept at 3plus a.m yesterday....ok yup...then i ate my lunch and about 3.30p.m i fell asleep again...i tot of resting on my bed for awhile but then....hahaha~ woke up for the 2nd time at 7p.m....watched my fair princess3 and abit of superman1....=) hmm....then went to revise on my ibm....Zzzzzz...doze off here and there....hahahaha~ ok then i decided to go online.....yes....and i was eating at the same time too.....hahaha~ hmm...sounded like a pig's lifestyle....but no...i'm daddy's little girl....doesn't link eh....yah....crap lohz....Zzzzz.....

2005-02-04T23:37:00.000+08:00

28th jan 2005
Baked cake for our beloved gibs' blessed birthday!! This is our(esther, daniel came my house) first attempt know...really praying and trusting the holy spirit to guide us lahz....hahaha- and truely surely, our cake turned out to be the most beautiful delicious cake...praise the lord!! of coz there was some problems here and there....hehehe~

30th jan 2005
was a great day generally....but wasn't as good.....hmmm....heard alot of bad reports and yah....cried and really sad....but i shall not be influenced by all those....what can be so bad when i have a loving daddy whom is always there for me.....yes so went to read the word of god when there's abundant of good news to be known.....praise the lord!! and i really thank god for what pastor joshua has preached....about the bad reports and good report....yup....god is good...all the time!! peace to all-

so many days to write so many things to write...

2005-01-24T23:57:00.000+08:00

23rd Jan 2005
really so nice to see my cg ppl for the 3rd service lahz...miss them all so much...i missed the sat campus and i think i miss out alot of stuffs...=( hate to miss for any services actually...but thank God for esther, she shared with me what deacon Chin wah preached...( ppl do tell me more k...abt sat service...) yup....pastor joshua preached today....how faith is activated...(by looking at jesus, looking at the cross) and no matter how small your problem is, jesus can still see...(matthew 14:22-33) even at the fourth watch which is the darkest time, He can still see His disciples having danger on the boat in the middle of the stormy sea!!! so no matter how small ur problem is, rem' that He knows...or rather i believe that even when the problems haven't come He has the answers already...praise the Lord!!-

-My encounter with God during the camp-
21st - 23rd Jan 2005
To tell the truth i was really very tired and sianz when i reached the place....Dunnoe why...feel so strange too....(must be the devil) but i believed that Daddy has reasons/purpose for me to be here...Amen!! He always here with me, all the time....
so true....i loved every sessions...learnt alot of things...most importantly brought me closer to my Daddy....=) i was like crying during every sessions....it's like everything that was preached was for me and only me...and i just felt His presence so strongly....telling me that i'm His, i belong to Him...He will never forsake me...He created me, knew me when i was in my mother's womb and even before that...He's always with me, wanting to mould me into the woman He wants me to be...He loved me so much that He gave His only beloved son...i was once lost, lonely, helpless but now with what jesus has done...He brought us near to our Daddy...making us righteous, blessed, loved, favoured...Without the cross, i'm NOTHING....without Him, i don't know what i'll be today...Praise Him!! He loves me and only me!!! hahahaha~

20th Jan 2005
coolz....today went to JB...did pedicure...so pampered lahz...got someone to serve me....haha~ really had a great time together with God's beloved....the food was really nice and CHeap too!!!
Esther came to my home sweet home to stay for a night....really blessed to have her around...we stay till very late lahz...msn with webcam was really funny and had loads of fun....=) went to bed only at ard 4 plus a.m....!!! talked abit about 2 guys....Lord and a brother in christ...fellowship of the KING....hahaha~ ZZZzzzzz.....

16th Jan 2005
Horray!!! got water baptised today...This is for Him and for me!! yippie ya ya yippie yippie ya...yippie ya ya yippie yippie ya...yippie ya ya yippie yippie ya ya yippie yippie ya ya yippie yippie ya!!!(sing)

14th Jan 2005
my 1st CG meeting in my life in NCC....haha~ it was at east coast lohz..see how good Daddy treats me!!=) thank God for bao lahz...yup...really recieved quite alot from gibs....shared alot of things with us....then we spent most of the time praying in the holy spirit and i've got gibs to pray for me too!! felt Daddy's presence and i believed that He's doing something in my life..big things...Amen!! God is just so amazing...to george's dad and ant's silver cab, to me too...yup...so shalom to all....~hugz~

2005-01-12T03:51:00.000+08:00

today had a great loads of fun buying and dercorating baoyan's presents...and we ended up playing alot of games...lame and funny games...=) especially george....really make me laughed until 'peng'....haha~ so nice to spend time with God's beloved people....God tells us that as christian we have built-in level of commitment to each other as 'brother and sisters' in christ(1 Timothy 5:1-2) so true...we're like a loving family...=)

10th jan 2005, monday

got back my ibm assignment and i did really bad....felt kind of disappointed...but i know Daddy will be with me through this time....and my next assignment will be good..and even the coming mock examz , daddy will guide me in my studies...giving me wisdom to understand what i'm reading and what the lecturers are saying too....i shall let go and commit all my works to him...and shall rest in his everlasting arms...for it's written in Proverb 16:3 - Commit your works to the Lord, and your thoughts will be established. (AMEN!)

9th jan 2005, Sunday
the stupid devil is always playing catching up with my Daddy...don't know when will he stop being so childish...(oh yes when Jesus comes down from the heaven on cloud!! then everything will be under my Daddy's control) haha~ praise the lord....i've got the registration form for the water baptism...(i wanted to do it like last last sunday but the registration closed when i went there after 2nd service lohz!!!) thank God that i've great brothers like JJ and AJ whom are willing to help me to get the form....but then i was there so yup....i quickly went to grabbed it...!! and my full name will be natalie joyous tay jia jia....what a beautiful name....praise the lord!! =) and ppl, 2005 will be a great blessed year full of miracles for me and for all of u too....coz we just have to do one thing...that is to GUARD YOUR HEART....let it not be troubled nor be afraid and Daddy will give u miracles if u need miracles...amen!! -SHALOM-

8th jan 2005, Saturday
the first campus meeting of the year...yippie!! preached by our beloved coach madeline....she shared alot of testimonials on how (blessed) ppl had survived when the tsunami came and many got saved too during that time...and more to come....!! and yes...my beloved kimberley grace came to my church and i'm really so excited for her...Daddy loves her so much that He shown her many answers to her doubts on that day....praise the lord!! everything was like planned nicely..(at the right place at the right time)!! haha~ we shall grow more in the lord together my sister....love ya much much...**hugz** my beloved peggan, i'm waiting...=)

7th jan 2005, Friday
i was reading a book titled 'I KISSED DATING GOODBYE' by Joshua Harris since last week....it's really a great book...really shown me alot of things and i also get to know more about Daddy's expectations or rather how we should follow christ(and what that means for all of our relationship with others-whether romantic or not) wow....it's really all about how much Daddy loves us and protects us...i really thank daddy for this book coz' it prepares me and making me enjoying every moment in my singleness ...=) praise the lord!! Daddy loves me...and i'm daddy's little girl...so dun bully me eh!! hehe~

blessed!!

2005-01-04T22:29:00.000+08:00

i can't help but love You more...when more and more i see how much i mean to you..Jesus...i can't help but want You more...when more and more i see Your goodness onto me...i fall in love with You more and more....Thank God for bringing me to where i am now...learning and walking each step with Him...getting higher and higher...carried in everlasting arms...it's so bless to be in His kingdom!! and i just want to know Him more and more and more....=)

beautiful song!!

2005-01-04T20:47:00.000+08:00

**superbly beautiful nice song**

Artist: Michael Ball
Album: The Musicals
Title: All I Ask Of You (phantom Of The Opera)
(andrew lloyd webber/don black/christopher hampton)

No more talk of darkness,
Forget these wide-eyed fears.
I'm here, nothing can harm you -
my words will warm and calm you.

Let me be your freedom,
Let daylight dry your tears.
I'm here, with you, beside you,to guard you and to guide you

Say you love me every waking moment,
turn my head with talk of summertime
Say you need me with you,
now and always promise me that all you say is true -
that's all I ask of you

Let me be your shelter,
let me be your light.You're safe
No-one will find youyour fears are far behind you

All I want is freedom,
a world with no more night and you always beside me
to hold me and to hide me

Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime .
let me lead you from your solitude
Say you need me with you here,
beside you anywhere you go,let me go too -
That's all I ask of you

Say you'll share with meOne love, one lifetime
Say the word and I will follow you
Share each day with me,each night, each morning
Say you love me (you know i do)

Love me -that's all I ask of you

Love me,that's all I ask of you

slept at 6a.m!!

2005-01-04T18:17:00.000+08:00

##i slept rather late today...6a.m!! yawn** just came back from school...was having sociology lesson....but i didn't catch what Dr porntipa taught today coz i was like dozing off every min every sec..haha~ was discussing about swimming with my friends and realised that nowadays not many ppl(girls) know how to swim....haha~ i'm bad at that too...can't swim laps...i'll either die coz of cramps or lack of breathe....heee~ but i'm learning k...=) yup....got beginner cert k...

wow!!

2005-01-04T01:34:00.000+08:00

today had my first lecture of the year...haha~ IBM...get to see my beloved mr nageab and friends...haha~ miss them so much....oh yes...and the refreshments too!! hee~ yup...after my lecture i went to meet my cg ppl...(kaijin, esther,JJ, bingzong, anthony,gilbert, george, ruth.....did i miss out anyone???) yup...went to eat at paragon thai express...the rice was like so nice lohz...haha~ and i saw a few friends there too...one of them was a guy whom i was crazy for in the past....sec school days....guess he dun rem me anymore...haha~ anyhow, had a great time sharing and eating there....then went for a movie at lido...watched phantom...nice show...sad too...well...alot of singing of course...i like the song which christine and raoul sang at the rooftop....so romantic....aww....=) anyway, really had a great blessed time with this ppl...going to sleep soon...having soci lecture tmr...yup...shalom to all^^

2005....

2005-01-01T13:33:00.000+08:00

***BLESSD NEW YEAR***

it's a new beginning of yr 2005.... cool....time really pass by like a rocket...=) it has been raining for the whole day today...my cg actually organised an outing at east coast but now changed of plan...going to marina square to bowl...i'm going to bathe after i finish writting this...haha~ then go meet them...will be fun!! haha~ yup so bless u ppl...have a wonderful day ahead....^hugzz^

what an answer!! praise the lord....

2004-12-31T16:08:00.000+08:00

**ANSWERS AND DOUBTS FOR THE TIDAL WAVES & EARTHQUAKES-SHARED BY DARREN(MY CG LEADER)***

My personal view is that firstly we should not be surprise ABOUT where the world is heading … ie. Terrorism, War, Sars, Bird Flu, HIV, Earthquakes…because if we know the seasons we are in … we know that we are in the “end times.”

The disciples asked Jesus, “Tell us, when will this take place, and what will be the sign of Your coming and the end of the age?”

“Jesus answered them, Be careful that no one misleads you, for many will come in My name, saying, I am the Christ, and they will lead many astray. And you will hear of wars and rumors of wars; see that you are NOT FRIGHTENED or TROUBLED, for this must take place, but the end is not yet. For nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom, and there will be famines and earthquakes in place after place. All this is but the beginning of the birth pangs…and this good news of the Gospel will be preached throughout the whole world as a testimony to all nations, and then will come the end.”

(Matthew 24: 3 – 14 Amplified Bible)

Nothing that happens in the world frazzles us and the end times is not something to be feared or horrified by… it is not a time for us to beat our chest and cry out “is there no God?” or “where is God ?” But rather on the contrary, know that the word of God in the Gospel written two thousand years ago already foretold these events … we are thus seeing on TV and reading in the news the fulfillment of end time prophecy.

We should know that God is in control … and that even Jesus is not silent on this subject … encouraging us to “see that you are NOT FRIGHTENED or TROUBLED” and pointing out that … these things must take place …

Back to your question … “God loves everyone why does it allow these earthquakes to happen”… My answer is… Yes, He love everyone but the truth is not everyone will be saved… ie. even though God loves everyone … not everyone will be in heaven as much as God would like them all to be… We are save when we are Christians … born again, full of the Holy Spirit and a Covenant Child because of Jesus’ work on the cross which takes away all our past, present, future sins every nano-second of the day.

I believe that in all these calamities … there are always testimonies of God’s divine protection. For example in the 911 incident, we have many testimonies of Christians who either decided to be late for work, or forgot something and had to turn back … a woman even felt lead to wear running shoes to work that day … and MANY of them escaped unharmed… DIVINE protection!

Yes I know Christian have also died in various accidents … but I know the numbers are small … But that also does not stop me from believing in a God that heals, that delivers, that protects, that keep me and all my love ones save by the grace and mercy of His shed Blood.

That why we have a hope… when the world has no hope…

When the world is fearful … we are full of Faith …

When the world has no one to turn to …. We are there!

Begins with you knowing that you are a covenant child and that Jesus tells you to not be frightened or troubled and in your “explaining” to people… share with them the hope that you have in Jesus’ finished work.

This may sound ‘opportunistic’ … but if you see into the supernatural realm … it is not!
We are not ashamed of the Gospel because it is the ONLY power unto salvation !

Non-Christians who never thought about life and death .. life after death… who are lost and confused will turn to Christians who know God, know Jesus and know what’s going on … for the answers … for the peace … for the hope… for the solution … for JESUS…

Isaiah 60 v 2 – V3 says …. “ For behold, darkness shall cover the earth, and dense darkness, but the Lord shall arise upon you, and His glory shall be seen on you. And nations shall come to your light, and kings to the brightness of your rising.”

The world will get ‘darker’ mate… there will be more earthquakes, etc… however “ a thousand may fall at your side, and ten thousand at your right hand, but it shall not come near you. Only a spectator shall you be.” (Psalm 91 v 7) and His Glory will be upon us and as it gets darker… we will get brighter … and our brightness … our hope … our confidence… in Jesus will keep us sound…

(IT'S ALL IN THE BIBLE PPL, HE'S THE WAY, THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE)

boring...

2004-12-31T15:57:00.000+08:00

**NEW YEAR EVE***

Got to stay at home to finish my school assignments....it's so boring....but i didn't want to go out also lahz....will be people mountain people sea....wait very sianz...everywhere also many many ppl....squeeze here squeeze there....hee~ oh my...what a new year eve...**sigh**

had a great time today....

2004-12-30T23:12:00.000+08:00

i had a great time today with my cousins and friends at the chalet...went wild wild wet know...the sianz thing was that the queue was like super super long lohz...wait till Zzzz...but the slides all that was very interesting....=) i told my sister about it already...she told me to ignore him(the mr r)...coz' she said that he's using ku rou ji lohz...and i agreed with her...yup....haha~ so anyhow, i met alot of new friends today....and yup...had a wonderful time....now tire...going to sleep le...so see ya....bless night...muackz!!

sick and sianz....

2004-12-30T01:47:00.000+08:00

oh yes...went for the UAN thing...cost 500 plus to be their member.... hmm....still considering lahz...haha~ but most likely not now lahz...maybe next yr....(2 more days only) haha~ anyhow, i had a great dinner at ps...we had a small celebration for our beloved xueling(her birthday)....she was like so touched...haha~ then went to watch kung fu hustle....it's a DAMN LAME SHOW lohz...lame until i dunnoe how to laugh...haha~ then yah...i cut my fringe lehz..it's not nice lohz....wah lao...short lehz....how to face the world...haha~

it's a tuesday....=)

2004-12-28T23:11:00.000+08:00

know what....the UNA ppl called me today to meet up with them tomorrow....i was like looking for ways to know more about this company last last week but i gave up coz i have got no other links to them...and i can't go for their open house last last sat...and now they actually called me...i didn't know how they got my number lehz....it must be the lord!! praise him!! but i hope they don't talk too long lahz..haha~ i'm going to cut my hair tomorrow too.....(damn worried man, dunnoe what i will look like...hee~) oh yes, i thought i can see him tomorrow coz' we are having outing lohz...but he can't make it...oh my.....but he said he'll try to meet us if he has the time...oh lord...please make time for him....Amen!! =) anyway, i'm going to watch tv already...wo chai wo chai wo chai chai chai.....that stupid funny jackey wu...haha~ so tata...blessed night...*big hugzz*

merry christmas!!

2004-12-25T22:39:00.000+08:00

hey hey everyone...this is my first blog during christmas season...amen!! i'm really enjoying myself on christmas eve and today(christmas) itself...had a great loads of fun with my family, cg and friends..God has really bless me and guide me tremendously....done wonderful and amazing things in my life and to the people around me too...praise him!! and i believe that more great things ahead...yup...that's all for now...=) so have a blessed night...take care...